4.09.2007
new friends??
im really really glad that ive been getting know more people
i am soooo thankful for gor sending me SO many people, i mean, i cant even begin to explain to you all how many new relationships ive formed
i dont have to be best friends or hang out with people all the time for them to mean something to me
i mean, ive been meeting and getting to know christians and non-christians
meeting people who are completely different from me, (well, kinda), has been so.. REFRESHING
its reminded me about all of the aspects of life, not just the religious ones
it makes me appreciate diversity, and allows me to fully experience then embrace so many different things!
im having like.. an epiphimy or something like that
its so strange. every once and a while, you know how you feel RENEWED?
how you feel like theres a huge beginning ahead of you?
how you can just FEEL that SOMETHING NEW IS STARTING
and your so excited for it? you are soo overjoyed and exhilerated by it?
except, though being thrilled feels wonderful, youre also absolutely TERRIFIED at the same time?
i've forgotten what it feels like to be so far out of my comfort zone, and maybe thats what it is...
maybe its that, since its been so long since i've "put my self out there" that i didnt expect for things to work out so successfully
and the fact that i had such low expectations and yet things are going incredibly wonderful makes me pumped to the ENTREME
i dont remember being this happy about things outside of school since eighth grade or so
or, maybs, its because i got a beach sticker today, and im really reallyl excited for summer already and i've gotten myself into the state of mind that its just around the corner
soo many things seem just around the corner right now
i mean, i feel like some things are coming that i haven't yet experienced, as in, something- who knows what, is going to happen very soon- something really really good :) and im soo anxious yet evhilerated yet terrified for it to come
im applying to a new camp this summer! saranac in new york with the younglife (organization?) andd im really really excited
even though im sure im not going to know many people, i know it'll be fun
i did learn that theres over 300 kids, and that its made for a huge crowd to come together and meet eachother
and i know some people who are going and so im 100% sure that i'll be comfortable at least with them
but.. yayy!! its a brand new adventure and im nervous but im excited
i am going to the aquarium omni theatre tomorrow with my friend sean and his mother hahah
i like sean a lot, i think despite some things hes a really amazing kid, so im glad we're spending the afternoon together
although, i hope things arent wierd that im going with him and his MOM, i hope things work out alright
we got report cards todayyy!! im not happy with my 3.3712 gpa, butt i am happy with my grades:
H Am Lit: B
SAT Prep: A
Modern World: A-
H Span 4: A-
Trig: A
Earth and Space: B
Health: A
Drawing: A
Concert Choir: A-
so, earth and space will be easy enough to bring up to an A- in no time.
oh yeah! i have a date to prom! mathew ball! woo hoo it should be fun. kati mckinneys bringing dan corm, kerry lowells bringing ry smith (obs, theyre going out) and im not sure of anyone else yet. i know afterwards everyone (i dono who exactly) is going to my house to hit up the jacuzzi and hang out. im not sure whats going on for the pre-prom partaay, as in, where everyones meeting and taking pictures and such.
i had more to say, but my mind is fried im so emotionalyl hyped up that i cant think straight.
4 more school days until school vacation!!!! april vacation!!!! YES
i am going ot hang out with so many people this coming vaca
god bless.
i am soooo thankful for gor sending me SO many people, i mean, i cant even begin to explain to you all how many new relationships ive formed
i dont have to be best friends or hang out with people all the time for them to mean something to me
i mean, ive been meeting and getting to know christians and non-christians
meeting people who are completely different from me, (well, kinda), has been so.. REFRESHING
its reminded me about all of the aspects of life, not just the religious ones
it makes me appreciate diversity, and allows me to fully experience then embrace so many different things!
im having like.. an epiphimy or something like that
its so strange. every once and a while, you know how you feel RENEWED?
how you feel like theres a huge beginning ahead of you?
how you can just FEEL that SOMETHING NEW IS STARTING
and your so excited for it? you are soo overjoyed and exhilerated by it?
except, though being thrilled feels wonderful, youre also absolutely TERRIFIED at the same time?
i've forgotten what it feels like to be so far out of my comfort zone, and maybe thats what it is...
maybe its that, since its been so long since i've "put my self out there" that i didnt expect for things to work out so successfully
and the fact that i had such low expectations and yet things are going incredibly wonderful makes me pumped to the ENTREME
i dont remember being this happy about things outside of school since eighth grade or so
or, maybs, its because i got a beach sticker today, and im really reallyl excited for summer already and i've gotten myself into the state of mind that its just around the corner
soo many things seem just around the corner right now
i mean, i feel like some things are coming that i haven't yet experienced, as in, something- who knows what, is going to happen very soon- something really really good :) and im soo anxious yet evhilerated yet terrified for it to come
im applying to a new camp this summer! saranac in new york with the younglife (organization?) andd im really really excited
even though im sure im not going to know many people, i know it'll be fun
i did learn that theres over 300 kids, and that its made for a huge crowd to come together and meet eachother
and i know some people who are going and so im 100% sure that i'll be comfortable at least with them
but.. yayy!! its a brand new adventure and im nervous but im excited
i am going to the aquarium omni theatre tomorrow with my friend sean and his mother hahah
i like sean a lot, i think despite some things hes a really amazing kid, so im glad we're spending the afternoon together
although, i hope things arent wierd that im going with him and his MOM, i hope things work out alright
we got report cards todayyy!! im not happy with my 3.3712 gpa, butt i am happy with my grades:
H Am Lit: B
SAT Prep: A
Modern World: A-
H Span 4: A-
Trig: A
Earth and Space: B
Health: A
Drawing: A
Concert Choir: A-
so, earth and space will be easy enough to bring up to an A- in no time.
oh yeah! i have a date to prom! mathew ball! woo hoo it should be fun. kati mckinneys bringing dan corm, kerry lowells bringing ry smith (obs, theyre going out) and im not sure of anyone else yet. i know afterwards everyone (i dono who exactly) is going to my house to hit up the jacuzzi and hang out. im not sure whats going on for the pre-prom partaay, as in, where everyones meeting and taking pictures and such.
i had more to say, but my mind is fried im so emotionalyl hyped up that i cant think straight.
4 more school days until school vacation!!!! april vacation!!!! YES
i am going ot hang out with so many people this coming vaca
god bless.
// posted by RACH @ 9:42 PM 
