12.26.2004
they said it takes a long long time
if its not too much could you hear me now?
you promised me you'd always be
when i wake up please come around again
come around again
you promised me you'd always be
when i wake up please come around again
come around again
SWITCHFOOT LIVE IN SAN DIEGO
1. This Is Your Life
2. Ammunition
3. Gone
4. Learning To Breathe
5. More Than Fine
SIX. Adding To The Noise
7. Twenty Four
8. On Fire
9. The Beautiful Letdown
10. Meant To Live
11. Dare You To Move
ok, now i know the cd came out a longgg time ago but still. i mean... thats alright that it took me this long to get it. because it is still cool. always is and always will be. cept for i can only use it in a DVD player, it doesnt work on the computor, it doesnt work on radio #1 OR radio #2. goodness. and i don't have a DVD player in my room. what is this? blah. but, it is SO worth it to go all the way downstairs to listen to it. yessir.
ok, so, my room is an absolute sty, ok, so, i don't want to clean it, ok, so, i just ate an entire box of chocolate covered cherries. and i just realized as i wrote that that i eat for comfort. eww gross. i have to go excersize, cept.. i can't. there snow on the ground HOLY CRAP there is SNOW on the GROUND. pft. stupid snow, way to come a day too late. i woke up yesterday: christmas: no snow. what? excuse me? its not christmas without snow. i wake up today: the day after christmas: snow. come on .. seriously.. am i the only one a bit dissapointed here!?
my boogy got a blog! YES! go booger go! its www.vikyslife.blogspot.com is that awesome or WHAT?
i say: awesome.
You Can Annoy People By:
1. Pay tolls with $100 bills
2. Leave your supermarket cart on the street or in the middle of the parking lot
3. Eat produce at the market; don't buy it
4. When giving directions, leave out a turn or two
5. Leave the outdoor Christmas decorations up until March or April
6. Before exiting the elevator, push all the buttons
7. Knock and ask "How is it going?" to someone constipated in a public bathroom stall.
8. Develop at least three strategies for cutting into the front of lines (then do them all in the same line)
9. Announce when you're going to the bathroom
10. Chew other people's pencils
11. Invite lots of people to other people's parties.
12. Wear large hats during the movies
13. Touch strangers
14. Tell little children the truth about Santa Claus
15. Bite your dentist's finger
16. Select the same song on the jukebox fifty times.
18. Leave lipstick prints on people's cheeks and foreheads
19. Don't stand during hymns and anthems
20. Dance fast to slow music and vice-versa
21. Tell people they have bad breath
22. Invent nonsense computer jargon in conversations, and see if people play along to avoid the appearance of ignorance.
23. Flirt with a friend's spouse
24. Sit in the home bleachers and cheer for the other team
25. Shake with your left hand
26. Use the quote bunnies after every other word you say when talking to someone.
27. Adjust the tint on your tv so that all the people are green, and insist to others that you "like it that way".
28. Drum on every available surface.
29. Staple papers in the middle of the page.
30. Specify that your drive-through order is "to go".
31. Honk and wave to strangers.
32. Dress only in clothes colored Hunter's Orange.
33. Change channels five minutes before the end of every show.
34. Decline to be seated at a restaurant, and simply eat their complementary mints by the cash register.
35. Buy a large quantity of orange traffic cones and reroute whole streets.
36. Pay for your dinner with pennies.
37. Tie jingle bells to all your clothes.
38. Repeat everything someone says...as a question.
39. Leave your turn signal on for fifty miles.
40. Lie obviously about trivial things such as the time of day.
41. Reply to everything someone says with "that's what YOU think."
42. Drive slow on the highway and move with the person behind you so they can't get by.
43. Crinkle a bag on the part of the phone where you talk into and say "sorry i'm breaking up, what was that"and make them repeat what they said numerous times.
44. Prank call someone and tell them their "tests results came back positive".
45. Wave down a yellow car and tell them you thought they were a taxi.
46. Prank call someone and tell them their "tickets to Mexico are confirmed and should be arriving in the mail within 5 to 10 business days"
47. Send someone a birthday card that says "SIXTY!" on the front, when they're turning 53.
48. Move the "Wet Floor" signs to a carpeted area.
49. Ride an elevator facing backwards.
50. Go to a public place and sit down right next to a person at a relativley empty table.
>>(I added those last 9) but i got the rest from Boogys post. haha i was liek "THAT IS SUCH A GOOD IDEA to number 34. i wanna do that sometime. haha
I am listening to my Jet CD. wonderfulness!
GET BORN
one two three take my hand and come with me
because you look so fine and i really wanna
make you mine.
with appreciation for all the big artists out there
and for poetry,
rachel
12.25.2004
Hello, good morning, how you do?
What makes your rising sun so new?
I could use a fresh beginning too
All of my regrets are nothing new
So this is the way that I say I need you
This is the way that
I'm Learning to breathe
I'm learning to crawl
I'm finding that you and you alone can break my fall
I'm living again, awake and alive
I'm dying to breathe in these abundant skies
SWITCHFOOT
now, onto one of my favorite songs in the world because it is sooo beautiful!!!!!!! i mean.. sure, the lyurics are allright, but i mean.. you have to really HEAR the song to really understand what i'm saying. again, its by switchfoot, but sung by many moore in A Walk to Remember
There's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinate cold
But you sing to me over and over again
So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray- to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now your my only hope
Sing to me the song of the stars
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again
And I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray- to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now your my only hope
I give you my destiny
I'm giving you all of me
I want your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs
I'm giving it back
So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray- to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now your my only hope
and...
Its gonna be Love
It's gonna be great
It's gonna be more then I can take
It's gonna be free
It's gonna be real
It's gonna change everything
I feel It's gonna be sad
It's gonna be true
It's gonna be all i want to do
It's gonna be hard
It's gonna be tough
It's gonna be more than just enough
All that you touch
All that you see
All that you taste
All you feel.
All that you love
All that you hate
All you distrust
All you save.
All that you give
All that you deal
All that you buy beg borrow or steal.
All you create
All you destroy
All that you do
All that you say.
All that you eat
And everyone you meet
All that you slight
And everyone you fight.
All that is now
All that is gone
All that's to come and everything under the sun is in tune
But the sun is eclipsed by the moon.
Pink Floyd
I'm just in suuuchhh a fantastic mood day. IT'S CHRISTMAS, WHAT DID YOU EXPECT? I slept over my dads house last night, ate home made egg mc muffins, delicious. got presents. eatched my switchfot dvd. went to my aunts house for dinner in some town neer georgetown. ate. ate some more. came home. opened presents. watched everyone eat. opened some more presents. watched everyone eat somemore. finnaly gave in and had 3 cookies, and 1 and 1.5 brownies. talke to bret on the phone for sixty eight minutes. talked online. listened to about a DOZEN cd's. now here i am.
i love the walk to rememebr cd, and switchfoot cd, and pink flyd cd, and counting crows cd, and no doubt cd, and cristina aguilera cd, and jet cd, and red hot chili peppers cd. lovely! nwo i have a totall of what... 77 cds? i think thats about right. i got wicked bored one day and counted them all. i have to do that again some time.
if you believe that dreams come true, theres one waiting here for you
*smile*
with way way too many cds to comprehend and
a sheer obsession with music,
rachel
p.s. believe in me because i don't believe in anything and i want to be someone to believe.
I
want to
be a lion,
everybody wants to pass
as cats, we all
want to be big
big stars, but we
all got different
reasons for
that.
12.24.2004
five
four
three
two
one
till i'm with you
the end of the day is the beginning of the night
haha, that was on a commercial on WBCN a few minutes ago, and i can't get the tune outta my head.
bret came by today.
he gave me roses.
gosh, what a guy.
i mean, really, i got a dozen roses for christmas!!!! and i loooove them! red ones. like... i mean.. RED RED red ones.
and every time i get a rose i take one of them and i dry it out and put it in a vase that im looking at right now, on my shelf.
muy bonita.
i'm just... wicked excited.
AND THEN GUESS WHAT.
ok, so, i may be a bit picky, but i only really like the red, green and yellow skittles.
and he knows that.
soo...
he bought tons of bags of skittles right?
and took out only those colors right?
and gave them to me in a pretty bag with a ribbon and everything.
like, that must be a LOT of work.
sentimental value.
01. I miss somebody right now
02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love olives
04. I love sleeping
05. I own lots of books
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses
07. I love to play video games
08. I've tried marijuana
09. I've watched porn movies
10. I have been in a threesome
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy
13. I have acne free skin
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton
15. I curse frequently
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
17. I have a hobby
18. I've been told I: (women) have an applebottom, (men) am packing.
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere
20. I'm really, really smart
21. I've never broken someone's bones
22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal
23. I hate the rain
24. I'm paranoid at times
25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scars
26. I need money right now!
27. I love Sushi
28. I talk really, really fast sometimes particularly when imitating Marshall Flinkman
29. I have fresh breath in the morning
30. I have semi-long hair
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas
32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
34. I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis
35. I have a twin
36. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past
37. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
38. I like the way that I look sometimes
39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months
40. I know how to do cornrows
41. I am usually pessimistic
42. I have a lot of mood swings (who doesn't?)
43. I think prostitution should be legalized
44. I think Britney Spears is hot
45. I have cheated on a significant other in the past
46. I have a hidden talent
47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have
48. I think that I'm popular'
49. I am currently single
50. I have kissed someone of the same sex
51. I enjoy talking on the phone
52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants
53. I love to shop.
54. I would rather shop than eat
55. I would classify myself as ghetto.
56. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders
57. I'm obsessed with chocolate
58. I don't hate anyone.
59. I'm a pretty good dancer
60. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington
61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother
62. I have a cell phone
63. I believe in God
64. I watch MTV/V on a daily basis
65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months
66. I love drama
67. I have never been in a real romantic relationship before
68. I've rejected someone before
69. I currently have a crush on someone
70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
71. I want to have children in the future
72. I have changed a diaper before
73. I've called the cops on a friend before
74. I bite my nails
75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club
76. I'm not allergic to anything
77. I have a lot to learn
78. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger
79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie,
80. I am very shy around the opposite sex sometimes
81. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message
82. I have at least 5 away messages saved (try at least 350)
83. I have tried alcohol or drugs before
84. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past
85. I own the "South Park" movie
86. I have avoided assignments at work/school to be online
87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum
88. I enjoy some country music
90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can
92. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story"
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it
98. I have dated a close friend's ex
99. I'm happy as of this moment
ok, so i have to go wrap about a thousand more presents, wish me luck!
with the need for more ribbons adn wrapping paper and with enough presesnts left to wrap to sink a ship,
three
two
one
till i'm with you
the end of the day is the beginning of the night
haha, that was on a commercial on WBCN a few minutes ago, and i can't get the tune outta my head.
bret came by today.
he gave me roses.
gosh, what a guy.
i mean, really, i got a dozen roses for christmas!!!! and i loooove them! red ones. like... i mean.. RED RED red ones.
and every time i get a rose i take one of them and i dry it out and put it in a vase that im looking at right now, on my shelf.
muy bonita.
i'm just... wicked excited.
AND THEN GUESS WHAT.
ok, so, i may be a bit picky, but i only really like the red, green and yellow skittles.
and he knows that.
soo...
he bought tons of bags of skittles right?
and took out only those colors right?
and gave them to me in a pretty bag with a ribbon and everything.
like, that must be a LOT of work.
sentimental value.
01. I miss somebody right now
02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love olives
04. I love sleeping
05. I own lots of books
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses
07. I love to play video games
08. I've tried marijuana
09. I've watched porn movies
10. I have been in a threesome
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy
13. I have acne free skin
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton
15. I curse frequently
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
17. I have a hobby
18. I've been told I: (women) have an applebottom, (men) am packing.
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere
20. I'm really, really smart
21. I've never broken someone's bones
22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal
23. I hate the rain
24. I'm paranoid at times
25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scars
26. I need money right now!
27. I love Sushi
28. I talk really, really fast sometimes particularly when imitating Marshall Flinkman
29. I have fresh breath in the morning
30. I have semi-long hair
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas
32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
34. I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis
35. I have a twin
36. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past
37. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
38. I like the way that I look sometimes
39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months
40. I know how to do cornrows
41. I am usually pessimistic
42. I have a lot of mood swings (who doesn't?)
43. I think prostitution should be legalized
44. I think Britney Spears is hot
45. I have cheated on a significant other in the past
46. I have a hidden talent
47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have
48. I think that I'm popular'
49. I am currently single
50. I have kissed someone of the same sex
51. I enjoy talking on the phone
52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants
53. I love to shop.
54. I would rather shop than eat
55. I would classify myself as ghetto.
56. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders
57. I'm obsessed with chocolate
58. I don't hate anyone.
59. I'm a pretty good dancer
60. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington
61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother
62. I have a cell phone
63. I believe in God
64. I watch MTV/V on a daily basis
65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months
66. I love drama
67. I have never been in a real romantic relationship before
68. I've rejected someone before
69. I currently have a crush on someone
70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
71. I want to have children in the future
72. I have changed a diaper before
73. I've called the cops on a friend before
74. I bite my nails
75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club
76. I'm not allergic to anything
77. I have a lot to learn
78. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger
79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie,
80. I am very shy around the opposite sex sometimes
81. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message
82. I have at least 5 away messages saved (try at least 350)
83. I have tried alcohol or drugs before
84. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past
85. I own the "South Park" movie
86. I have avoided assignments at work/school to be online
87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum
88. I enjoy some country music
90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can
92. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist
93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career
94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all
95. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story"
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it
98. I have dated a close friend's ex
99. I'm happy as of this moment
ok, so i have to go wrap about a thousand more presents, wish me luck!
with the need for more ribbons adn wrapping paper and with enough presesnts left to wrap to sink a ship,
rachel miller
12.23.2004
Her eyes can shake the leaves down from the tree
Her smile is the reason the blind man wants to see.
Her voice will fill your heart with a desire you've never felt.
Her warmth is the reason the snow begins to melt.
So here she is and there she goes,
An Angel, upon the wind that blows.
Don't know her touch, won't feel her kiss...
Can't even fathom it's enchanting bliss.
So I sit and watch, her eyes, her smile, her laugh;
As her warmth begins to clear life's cold and lonely path.
is that not one of the most gorgeous poems you've read?... ever? i think it's soooo pretty. a fantastic site for poems is. www.lovepoetry.com that is, if you're into all that. not everyone is. i am though. i like writing them, and reading them, and then re reading them, then writing a new one because im inspired fromt he one i have just read. lovely.
today went sucky. oh well. i almost threw the fucking fax machine out the window, smashed it up with my baseball bat, then kicked it aside and hope it got rabies from the racoons, but i didn't. my baseball bat would have gotten infected with retartedness. my mom desperetally needed a fax at soe place where she was. and the fucking thing owuldnt work right. i tried at LEAST 25 times... AT LEAST. then i walked across the street to my neighbors house and tried it. they're fax machine is retarted too. stupid thing. and my mom was like "try this number now.. still no?.. ok, well try the first number again" i wanted to throw the phone out the window too, maybe it would be munched up by wild dogs and end up halfway aroudn the world in some overflowuing river where i would never ever end up seeing it again, but i didn't. i don't want the dogs to get indigestion.
after that, i went to track practice. i worked on hurtles, and made it oer at teh best time i have ever done. go me! i'm wicked excited about that. cept it was only practice, not a meet, oh well. and then i did many laps aorund the indoor track. a mile actually. and then liv and i kicked butt at doing a mile outside at like... less than 8 minutes we think. one pace the entire time baby, thats what im talkin about. of course afterwards i felt like i was gonna throw up, but at least i ran 2 miles all together within a matter of 2 hours.
Then my mom picked me up, i went home, wrapped presents, ate dinner. then my mom and i accidentally began getting high off the paint fumes when we were in the basement. the present my mom wants to get my little sister demitra involves painting enough pieces of rotting plywood to sink a ship this bright blinding orange color. the paint was soo incredibly strong that not only did my eyes start watering but my mom and i started acting a bit goofy i guess. she told me the fumes were getting to me. i didn't think so, i mean so what if i sing out loud to my led zepplin cd and sing into my paint brush? lots of people do it. yup. all the time.
tomorrow bret's coming over to deliever his christmas present to me. and so i can give his to him. i can't wait for him to get his. such excitment! i'm wicked nervous, what is wrong with me? shouldn't i be excited right about now? at least a little bit? oh gosh, i'm losing my mind.
at 12:30 this morning (at night really) i finished watching the movie Thirteen. what a great movie. i'm telling you if you haven't seen it and are well, mature (which i know completely rules out half of this crowd) then rent it. it is AMAZING. the ending for some reason really gets me, like, i had tears rolling down my face that would not stop coming even if i tried to make myself heppy. it wasn't even a sad ending, it was a happy one. i really really encourage all humans to see taht movie because it is sooo true. like, being a girl i really know what's going on in that movie even if i can't relate to everything. the actress, the thriteen year old, is soo god, she plays the part really well. it's one of those moies that takes so many risks with what they show in it for their audience that you can't stop thinkin about it. Just because the title is Thirteen does NOT mean that it's good for thirteen year olds. me, being thirteen and having gone through some of the same circumstances, i still found it "risky." when you get a chance to, or end up at teh movie store next, rent it and tell me what you think. i'd really really appreciate someone elses opinion so it's not just me bragging about this wonderful movie.
i have to read The Notebook again. Like, it's just one of those books that you have to READ you can't just see the movie and have it be equivalent to seeing the movie. nuh uh, no way josay. What and outstaaaaaanding story. i looove how Nicholas Sparks wrote it, such a unique beginning and ending. I read the book before i even thought for a second that they'd make it a movie, which, by the way, i STILL haven't seen. Theres another thing to add onto The List Of Thinds I Need To Do Before I Die.
The List Of Things I Need To Do Before I Die
.Buy the soundtrack to Disney's Anastasia
.Ride in a hot air balloon
.See the pyramids in Egypt
.Eat dinner with a chinease family in their home
.Work as a waitress
.Win the million dollar lottery
.Become an award winning author
.Buy a house in Beverly Hills
.Pretend to be a poor person on the side of the street in Boston and see how many people will really give me money
.Ride a llama down the Grand Canyon
.Drive across teh country to the 48 states in North America on one trip
.Shake hands with the president while wearing one of those buzz things (looks like a ring) that scares the hell out of the other person
.See what it's REALLY like to be stranded on an island with no food or water
Happy day before the day before christmas everyone!
Her voice will fill your heart with a desire you've never felt.
Her warmth is the reason the snow begins to melt.
So here she is and there she goes,
An Angel, upon the wind that blows.
Don't know her touch, won't feel her kiss...
Can't even fathom it's enchanting bliss.
So I sit and watch, her eyes, her smile, her laugh;
As her warmth begins to clear life's cold and lonely path.
is that not one of the most gorgeous poems you've read?... ever? i think it's soooo pretty. a fantastic site for poems is. www.lovepoetry.com that is, if you're into all that. not everyone is. i am though. i like writing them, and reading them, and then re reading them, then writing a new one because im inspired fromt he one i have just read. lovely.
today went sucky. oh well. i almost threw the fucking fax machine out the window, smashed it up with my baseball bat, then kicked it aside and hope it got rabies from the racoons, but i didn't. my baseball bat would have gotten infected with retartedness. my mom desperetally needed a fax at soe place where she was. and the fucking thing owuldnt work right. i tried at LEAST 25 times... AT LEAST. then i walked across the street to my neighbors house and tried it. they're fax machine is retarted too. stupid thing. and my mom was like "try this number now.. still no?.. ok, well try the first number again" i wanted to throw the phone out the window too, maybe it would be munched up by wild dogs and end up halfway aroudn the world in some overflowuing river where i would never ever end up seeing it again, but i didn't. i don't want the dogs to get indigestion.
after that, i went to track practice. i worked on hurtles, and made it oer at teh best time i have ever done. go me! i'm wicked excited about that. cept it was only practice, not a meet, oh well. and then i did many laps aorund the indoor track. a mile actually. and then liv and i kicked butt at doing a mile outside at like... less than 8 minutes we think. one pace the entire time baby, thats what im talkin about. of course afterwards i felt like i was gonna throw up, but at least i ran 2 miles all together within a matter of 2 hours.
Then my mom picked me up, i went home, wrapped presents, ate dinner. then my mom and i accidentally began getting high off the paint fumes when we were in the basement. the present my mom wants to get my little sister demitra involves painting enough pieces of rotting plywood to sink a ship this bright blinding orange color. the paint was soo incredibly strong that not only did my eyes start watering but my mom and i started acting a bit goofy i guess. she told me the fumes were getting to me. i didn't think so, i mean so what if i sing out loud to my led zepplin cd and sing into my paint brush? lots of people do it. yup. all the time.
tomorrow bret's coming over to deliever his christmas present to me. and so i can give his to him. i can't wait for him to get his. such excitment! i'm wicked nervous, what is wrong with me? shouldn't i be excited right about now? at least a little bit? oh gosh, i'm losing my mind.
at 12:30 this morning (at night really) i finished watching the movie Thirteen. what a great movie. i'm telling you if you haven't seen it and are well, mature (which i know completely rules out half of this crowd) then rent it. it is AMAZING. the ending for some reason really gets me, like, i had tears rolling down my face that would not stop coming even if i tried to make myself heppy. it wasn't even a sad ending, it was a happy one. i really really encourage all humans to see taht movie because it is sooo true. like, being a girl i really know what's going on in that movie even if i can't relate to everything. the actress, the thriteen year old, is soo god, she plays the part really well. it's one of those moies that takes so many risks with what they show in it for their audience that you can't stop thinkin about it. Just because the title is Thirteen does NOT mean that it's good for thirteen year olds. me, being thirteen and having gone through some of the same circumstances, i still found it "risky." when you get a chance to, or end up at teh movie store next, rent it and tell me what you think. i'd really really appreciate someone elses opinion so it's not just me bragging about this wonderful movie.
i have to read The Notebook again. Like, it's just one of those books that you have to READ you can't just see the movie and have it be equivalent to seeing the movie. nuh uh, no way josay. What and outstaaaaaanding story. i looove how Nicholas Sparks wrote it, such a unique beginning and ending. I read the book before i even thought for a second that they'd make it a movie, which, by the way, i STILL haven't seen. Theres another thing to add onto The List Of Thinds I Need To Do Before I Die.
The List Of Things I Need To Do Before I Die
.Buy the soundtrack to Disney's Anastasia
.Ride in a hot air balloon
.See the pyramids in Egypt
.Eat dinner with a chinease family in their home
.Work as a waitress
.Win the million dollar lottery
.Become an award winning author
.Buy a house in Beverly Hills
.Pretend to be a poor person on the side of the street in Boston and see how many people will really give me money
.Ride a llama down the Grand Canyon
.Drive across teh country to the 48 states in North America on one trip
.Shake hands with the president while wearing one of those buzz things (looks like a ring) that scares the hell out of the other person
.See what it's REALLY like to be stranded on an island with no food or water
Happy day before the day before christmas everyone!
12.16.2004
now your my best friend
and i want to stay together
till the very end
ok, so it's 6:02 in the morning. ok, so i got up at 4. yah, thats what i said too when my alarm woke me up at 4 in the igsirlagjsrlgkj morning. remind me again what is wrong with me? oh yeah, i know. i have an extremely unhealthy problem, which is; staying up to damn late and not hanving enough energy to do my homework. its called tolazytodoanythingcepttogotosleepbecausethatssurrenderingtothefacthati'llhavetowakeupthenextmorning syndrome. yes yes, thats it alright.
i had to write a iragj;lagjlreij english essay, and make up a lajgliargjl worksheet. nice nice. and then saklg;rsaogrlsjg printer broke and tried to eat my finger. stupid thing.
so, yesterday, i had a track meet. i dont know what i came in. my ankels were about to fall off the entire time.. and my knees.. and my hips.. and my shins. that flrksgjalgjelhlj guy who was like.. calling for every event to go and race, well, he forgot to finish doing the hurtles.. hey, waitaminute, THATS ME. wtf? i warmed up, practiced and everthing and i didnt even get to alrigurgjrale race. what is up with that? i was stuck doing the dash. i really wanted to do the hurtles. stupid guy. *sogh* next time i'll give him a piece of my mind.
this has been a whole bunch of nonsense. what the heck am i doing writing in this thing in the morning? what? what?
i go with my daddy today *smiles*
ok all that took 13 minutes. i better go take a shower and get ready for the day and pray that i don't miss my bus. bye now.
with regret of not sticking up for herself, and by the end of the day probably a headache from lack of sleep,
till the very end
ok, so it's 6:02 in the morning. ok, so i got up at 4. yah, thats what i said too when my alarm woke me up at 4 in the igsirlagjsrlgkj morning. remind me again what is wrong with me? oh yeah, i know. i have an extremely unhealthy problem, which is; staying up to damn late and not hanving enough energy to do my homework. its called tolazytodoanythingcepttogotosleepbecausethatssurrenderingtothefacthati'llhavetowakeupthenextmorning syndrome. yes yes, thats it alright.
i had to write a iragj;lagjlreij english essay, and make up a lajgliargjl worksheet. nice nice. and then saklg;rsaogrlsjg printer broke and tried to eat my finger. stupid thing.
so, yesterday, i had a track meet. i dont know what i came in. my ankels were about to fall off the entire time.. and my knees.. and my hips.. and my shins. that flrksgjalgjelhlj guy who was like.. calling for every event to go and race, well, he forgot to finish doing the hurtles.. hey, waitaminute, THATS ME. wtf? i warmed up, practiced and everthing and i didnt even get to alrigurgjrale race. what is up with that? i was stuck doing the dash. i really wanted to do the hurtles. stupid guy. *sogh* next time i'll give him a piece of my mind.
this has been a whole bunch of nonsense. what the heck am i doing writing in this thing in the morning? what? what?
i go with my daddy today *smiles*
ok all that took 13 minutes. i better go take a shower and get ready for the day and pray that i don't miss my bus. bye now.
with regret of not sticking up for herself, and by the end of the day probably a headache from lack of sleep,
rachel
12.14.2004
welcome to your life
theres no turning back
even while you sleep
we'll find you
acting on your best behavior
turn your back on mother nature
everybody wants to rule the world
it's my own design
it's my own remorse
help me too decide
help me make the best of freedom
and our pleasure
nothing ever lasts forever
everybody wants to rule the world
theres a room where the light wont find you
holding hands while the walls come tumbling down
when they do i'll be right behind you
so glad weve almost made it
so sad they had to take it
everybody wants to rule the world
i cant stand this indecision
married with a lack of vision
everybody wants to rule the world
say that youll never never never never need it
one headline why believe it?
everybody wants to rule the world
all for freedom and for pleasure
nothing lasts forever
everybody wants to rule the world
tears for fears
thank you angela
hey just the other day (this has nothing to do with anything really) i was looking in this Book Of Lists at Kati's house because she is absolutley obsessed with such things and bought an entire book filled with them, and i found those sentance things that like, well, they spell the same thing backwards. hah. it was prettyyy cool. maybe, just maybe by the end of this entry i will have found a bunch of them. i cant remember what they're called. i know theres a certain name for such sentences, however my mind fails to deliver the word to me.
christmas is in a whopping 11 days. and am i the only one who finds this information incredibly unbearibly unbelievable? goodness me i hope not. i must shop. i will shop. i'll shop till i drop. yes yes, theres a mighty fine plan. of course i wont be there for the "thank you" cards i'd recieve after everyone opens up their present from me, because i'll have dropped and during that process will have become unrecoverably unconcious. yes yes cheerio now.
im wearing a wicked cool turtle neck (yes i did say turtle neck) long sleeved shirt that my darling nana got me when she went to paris and as much as i love the dear thing, im beginning to suffocate. too bad too, cuz its an awfully nice sweater.
so yes, again today i declined my mothers invitation to attend school. rather than sit through boring lectures and play ultimate frisbee, i fell back on my plan to do basically nothing with a few acceptions: shower, eat, and sleep. i also add "watch six days seven nights" to the list, and just finished doing so. what and outstanding movie. such fun watching it all. a romantic comedy might i add, an actually funny one at that. ross from Friends is in it. haha such a funny funny character in anything he does. he cals himself a romantic in this movie, which is actually a lot like his role on the television series... hmm, am i noticing a pattern? and hes just basically stuck in a comedy and feels bad the whole time. we goes up to a priest and said "Dear Father, for i have sinned, i am a very very very very very very bad bad man, a sinner" hmm, its quite funny. harison ford is in it too. you should view it sometime. it had me crackin up like humpty dumpty.
like that eh? i just made it up, last night actually. i was trying to explain how funny something was to dear erika go, and i had a sudden thought and said aloud "It had me crackin up like humpty dumpty" yes yes, i am feeling mighty creative today.
so creative, that i concocted a peanut butter and jelly sandwich.
walkign around makes me all dizzy, even if im not even going AROUND, like.. ill walk two feet in a straight line and get dizzy. such a dread.
wearing this french sweater is making me feel overlysophisticated. i've decided to grow my bangs out. as hard as it may be, im taking on the challenge. i know for a fact that people look amazingly different when they suddenly change something about their appearence, so i am tryingt o me it be a slow process, a steady change. yes yes indeed.
im terrified of my math grade. absolutley terrified. im afraid im failing. oh no. that would be sooooo horrible. geometry sheometry. who needs it. pft. ...oh yeah, i do.
{"Am I mad, eh?" Giselle sighed, "Am I, Ma?"}
{Ah, Satan sees natasha.}
{Too bad i hid a boot}
{Won't lovers revolt now?}
{Murdered rum}
{Go hang a salami, im a lasagna hog}
{PALINDROMES} yes yes thats it! these are what i was talking about!! in the big book of lists, there was a list of palindromes
wow, fewf, now im relieed that i got that outta the way.
well, i must tend to the duties of being a highschooler. A.K.A. i have to go and do my homework, clean my room, and pray that i find a high paying job within the next 9 days, so as to earn money, then have 2 days before christmas to spend it on my loved ones.
CHEERIO NOW
even while you sleep
we'll find you
acting on your best behavior
turn your back on mother nature
everybody wants to rule the world
it's my own design
it's my own remorse
help me too decide
help me make the best of freedom
and our pleasure
nothing ever lasts forever
everybody wants to rule the world
theres a room where the light wont find you
holding hands while the walls come tumbling down
when they do i'll be right behind you
so glad weve almost made it
so sad they had to take it
everybody wants to rule the world
i cant stand this indecision
married with a lack of vision
everybody wants to rule the world
say that youll never never never never need it
one headline why believe it?
everybody wants to rule the world
all for freedom and for pleasure
nothing lasts forever
everybody wants to rule the world
tears for fears
thank you angela
hey just the other day (this has nothing to do with anything really) i was looking in this Book Of Lists at Kati's house because she is absolutley obsessed with such things and bought an entire book filled with them, and i found those sentance things that like, well, they spell the same thing backwards. hah. it was prettyyy cool. maybe, just maybe by the end of this entry i will have found a bunch of them. i cant remember what they're called. i know theres a certain name for such sentences, however my mind fails to deliver the word to me.
christmas is in a whopping 11 days. and am i the only one who finds this information incredibly unbearibly unbelievable? goodness me i hope not. i must shop. i will shop. i'll shop till i drop. yes yes, theres a mighty fine plan. of course i wont be there for the "thank you" cards i'd recieve after everyone opens up their present from me, because i'll have dropped and during that process will have become unrecoverably unconcious. yes yes cheerio now.
im wearing a wicked cool turtle neck (yes i did say turtle neck) long sleeved shirt that my darling nana got me when she went to paris and as much as i love the dear thing, im beginning to suffocate. too bad too, cuz its an awfully nice sweater.
so yes, again today i declined my mothers invitation to attend school. rather than sit through boring lectures and play ultimate frisbee, i fell back on my plan to do basically nothing with a few acceptions: shower, eat, and sleep. i also add "watch six days seven nights" to the list, and just finished doing so. what and outstanding movie. such fun watching it all. a romantic comedy might i add, an actually funny one at that. ross from Friends is in it. haha such a funny funny character in anything he does. he cals himself a romantic in this movie, which is actually a lot like his role on the television series... hmm, am i noticing a pattern? and hes just basically stuck in a comedy and feels bad the whole time. we goes up to a priest and said "Dear Father, for i have sinned, i am a very very very very very very bad bad man, a sinner" hmm, its quite funny. harison ford is in it too. you should view it sometime. it had me crackin up like humpty dumpty.
like that eh? i just made it up, last night actually. i was trying to explain how funny something was to dear erika go, and i had a sudden thought and said aloud "It had me crackin up like humpty dumpty" yes yes, i am feeling mighty creative today.
so creative, that i concocted a peanut butter and jelly sandwich.
walkign around makes me all dizzy, even if im not even going AROUND, like.. ill walk two feet in a straight line and get dizzy. such a dread.
wearing this french sweater is making me feel overlysophisticated. i've decided to grow my bangs out. as hard as it may be, im taking on the challenge. i know for a fact that people look amazingly different when they suddenly change something about their appearence, so i am tryingt o me it be a slow process, a steady change. yes yes indeed.
im terrified of my math grade. absolutley terrified. im afraid im failing. oh no. that would be sooooo horrible. geometry sheometry. who needs it. pft. ...oh yeah, i do.
{"Am I mad, eh?" Giselle sighed, "Am I, Ma?"}
{Ah, Satan sees natasha.}
{Too bad i hid a boot}
{Won't lovers revolt now?}
{Murdered rum}
{Go hang a salami, im a lasagna hog}
{PALINDROMES} yes yes thats it! these are what i was talking about!! in the big book of lists, there was a list of palindromes
wow, fewf, now im relieed that i got that outta the way.
well, i must tend to the duties of being a highschooler. A.K.A. i have to go and do my homework, clean my room, and pray that i find a high paying job within the next 9 days, so as to earn money, then have 2 days before christmas to spend it on my loved ones.
CHEERIO NOW
with love and sheer procrastination,
yours truely,
rachel
12.13.2004
i dont want to go to london
i told you i dont care
i dont want to go to london
because your no there
even when i see you out there somewhere
it'll come round again. oh yes i bet it will.
ok, so i havent updated in a while and im wicked sorry and right now i would be telling you about what i have been doing that has been far more interesting than updating. well, i cant. my altzhiemers is kicking in. on top of that, add me to the list of "the flu getters" or havers really, i woke up at 11:39. 11:39. that is ... unspeakable. i havent ever slept that late. even when im sick i usually sleep till at most 8:30-9:00. so, in other words, i got it bad. haa, like the song. mreh, never mind. yesterday we got a tree. yessssss. and we decorated it. yesssssss. cept i felt like i was gonna barf all day. it was wicked wierd, i was so incredibly nautious for no reason at all. be was absent allll weel with the flu. nope, thats not going to be me. im going to school tomorrow. i have to, i have a track meet on we3dnesday and i have to go to the practice the day before, anddd i have to ttalk to mrs.manos about me failing honors geometry. ahh that fkunicg test was sooooo hard. stuid thing. i had to resist from crying in the middle of math class, like, thats how frusterated i was. that was... on friday.. 3 days ago. and later that day i got a wiiiiiiiicked bad shin splint in my stupid right leg. and my knee was hurting for whacking into the hurtles. like.. everything was right after the other and by the end of the day i was at the end of my rope. i havent cried myself to sleep in a a loonng time. the pressure of christmas shopping is really starting to kick in especially because im sitting here useless, not only am i broke, but no ones home to drive me anywhere anyway. i want to go shopping right now and get it over with, but i cant and that is such a difficult feeling. like, i know im sick and all but i have to buy presents. i am unmeaningfully wasting my time. i wish i wasnt wasting my time doing this but i am, for, what else is there to do? i didnt do any of my homeowrk this past weekend... maybe i should go do that. but no, im sick. you see, i am too sick to do my homework, yet, not sick enough to not be able to go shopping. im listening to la fantastico third eye blind's song, Motorcyle Driveby. Es Muy Bonita...
Summer time and the wind is blowing outside
In lower Chelsea and I don't know
What I'm doing in this city
The sun is always in my eyes
It crashes through the windows
And I'm sleeping on the couch
When I came to visit you
That's when I knew
I could never have you
I knew that before you did
Still I'm the one who's stupid
And there's this burning
Like there's always been
I never been so alone
And I've never bee n so alive
Visions of you on a motorcycle drive by
The cigarette ash flies in your eyes
And you don't mind, you smile
And say the world doesn't fit with you
I don't believe you, you're so serene
Careening through the universe
Your axis on a tilt , you're guiltless and free
I hope you take a piece of me with you
And there's things I'd like to do
That you don't believe in
I would like to build something
But you'd never see it happen
And there's this burning
Like there's always been
I've never been so alone
And I've, I've never been so alive
And there's this burning
There is this burning
Where's the soul I want to know
New York City is evil
The surface is everything but I could never do that
Someone would see through that
And this is our last time
We'll be friends again
I'll get over you, you'll wonder who I am
And there's this burning
Just like there's always been
I've never been so alone alone
And I've, and I've never been so alive
So alive
I go home to the coast
It starts to rain
I paddle out on the water
Alone
Taste the salt and taste the pain
I'm not thinking of you again
Summer dies and swells rise
The sun goes down in my eyes
See this rolling wave
Darkly coming to take me
Home
And I've never been so alone
And I've never been so alive
Si?
and theres a memory of a window
looking through i see you
searching for something i could never give you
and theres someone who understands you more than i do
a saddness i cant erase
..all alone on your face
^ God Of Wine
you and i will divvy up the wine, just like everything else here; yours and mine
i had some hot chocolate this morning, mreh. my stomach is definetally NOT agreeing with it. i took some medicine. and it should be working.. but nooooo of course its not. how long do you think it's been since you've played with Play Doh? hmm? i have some right now. its blue. and soooo squishy. its a really good stress reliever. im trying to make a dog out of it. ok, so, its a retarted dog. ok, a retarted blue dog. but still, hes a dog. i was talking to kayla jernegan online last night about how we never hang out anymore. i wicked miss her. that might soun wierd to you all but since kindergarden she has been my constant. my best friend. and then we got into a big shindig and i vowed to never be her frined again. and i really miss hanging out with her. i can remember sooo many stupid things we did. so many. i have pictures and videos, and i cant erase those so theres this perminent reminder of hos close we used to be, and i miss that. hey kay, remember that blizzard video we made for mr.bell's class? well i had a dream last night about that. haha, about when we were making it. i remember every single thing about that because i remember laughter. us drinking "coffee" with our coffee mugs, wearing our matching white shirts and ties, well, so the ties werent matching, but oh well. what about that time in kindergarden... line leader day. yeah, i remember that. i also remember recieving a valentines card every year from you. not one valentines day went by without you commenting about that day in kindergarden. how about that time when you and i went on a trash capade through my house in our dump truck. yes? going over speed bumps, up and down the stairs. in a trash truck. how much cooler could we get? not only that, but i say we send in some of our t.v. commercials to a broadcast company. making up own thing was sweet enough, much less convincing the public to by them. kleenex kid. edna. problem patty. perky penelope. just a few of our ancient identities. ..miss you!
track. trackety track track track.what else is there to say except that "it is killing my legs." and my arms by the way... whic is just a little wierd considering i run with my legs.
i tried to see the movie ocean's 12, pft, for get it. that was way way way way way yyyyy to complicated for my limited brain capacity. it was absolutley hilarious though. you have GOT to see that movie for its comdey, not for its action, cuz hell if i know what was going on. anyone whos seen it, care to inform me, well, just about EVERYTHING that happened? i got george clooney, matt damon, and brad pitt all confused, and dont even get me started on the plot.
i betcha it was a wicked good movie, but considering i dont know what happened, i cant tell you whether it was good or bad.
today is december 13, and there is 12 more days untill christmas. are you kidding me? really? i cannot believe this. at all. i dont even know what im BUYING for people, much less where and how im going to buy it. the tree looks nice though. stupid tinsel, keeps fallin off.
we got a kissing ball this year. its outside hanging on the porch. i think it looks cute!
im going to be over my daddys house for christmas this year, hes gonna pick me up christmas eve, and then i'll sleep ove rhis house., spend christmas day with him, and come back to my mommys house christmas' day evening. yup yup. i thought i was gonna be in ipswich this year, but no, my moms sending me away. DARNIT. that means i cant be santa this year. aww man. i was really looking forward to that. my mom doesnt usually like being santa and having the stay up late to put the presents under the tree and fill everyones stockings, but iii loove it. its so.. mysterious. moowaa haha.
well im gonna go work on my blue retarted play doh dog.
with much love and the flu symptoms,
i dont want to go to london
because your no there
even when i see you out there somewhere
it'll come round again. oh yes i bet it will.
ok, so i havent updated in a while and im wicked sorry and right now i would be telling you about what i have been doing that has been far more interesting than updating. well, i cant. my altzhiemers is kicking in. on top of that, add me to the list of "the flu getters" or havers really, i woke up at 11:39. 11:39. that is ... unspeakable. i havent ever slept that late. even when im sick i usually sleep till at most 8:30-9:00. so, in other words, i got it bad. haa, like the song. mreh, never mind. yesterday we got a tree. yessssss. and we decorated it. yesssssss. cept i felt like i was gonna barf all day. it was wicked wierd, i was so incredibly nautious for no reason at all. be was absent allll weel with the flu. nope, thats not going to be me. im going to school tomorrow. i have to, i have a track meet on we3dnesday and i have to go to the practice the day before, anddd i have to ttalk to mrs.manos about me failing honors geometry. ahh that fkunicg test was sooooo hard. stuid thing. i had to resist from crying in the middle of math class, like, thats how frusterated i was. that was... on friday.. 3 days ago. and later that day i got a wiiiiiiiicked bad shin splint in my stupid right leg. and my knee was hurting for whacking into the hurtles. like.. everything was right after the other and by the end of the day i was at the end of my rope. i havent cried myself to sleep in a a loonng time. the pressure of christmas shopping is really starting to kick in especially because im sitting here useless, not only am i broke, but no ones home to drive me anywhere anyway. i want to go shopping right now and get it over with, but i cant and that is such a difficult feeling. like, i know im sick and all but i have to buy presents. i am unmeaningfully wasting my time. i wish i wasnt wasting my time doing this but i am, for, what else is there to do? i didnt do any of my homeowrk this past weekend... maybe i should go do that. but no, im sick. you see, i am too sick to do my homework, yet, not sick enough to not be able to go shopping. im listening to la fantastico third eye blind's song, Motorcyle Driveby. Es Muy Bonita...
Summer time and the wind is blowing outside
In lower Chelsea and I don't know
What I'm doing in this city
The sun is always in my eyes
It crashes through the windows
And I'm sleeping on the couch
When I came to visit you
That's when I knew
I could never have you
I knew that before you did
Still I'm the one who's stupid
And there's this burning
Like there's always been
I never been so alone
And I've never bee n so alive
Visions of you on a motorcycle drive by
The cigarette ash flies in your eyes
And you don't mind, you smile
And say the world doesn't fit with you
I don't believe you, you're so serene
Careening through the universe
Your axis on a tilt , you're guiltless and free
I hope you take a piece of me with you
And there's things I'd like to do
That you don't believe in
I would like to build something
But you'd never see it happen
And there's this burning
Like there's always been
I've never been so alone
And I've, I've never been so alive
And there's this burning
There is this burning
Where's the soul I want to know
New York City is evil
The surface is everything but I could never do that
Someone would see through that
And this is our last time
We'll be friends again
I'll get over you, you'll wonder who I am
And there's this burning
Just like there's always been
I've never been so alone alone
And I've, and I've never been so alive
So alive
I go home to the coast
It starts to rain
I paddle out on the water
Alone
Taste the salt and taste the pain
I'm not thinking of you again
Summer dies and swells rise
The sun goes down in my eyes
See this rolling wave
Darkly coming to take me
Home
And I've never been so alone
And I've never been so alive
Si?
and theres a memory of a window
looking through i see you
searching for something i could never give you
and theres someone who understands you more than i do
a saddness i cant erase
..all alone on your face
^ God Of Wine
you and i will divvy up the wine, just like everything else here; yours and mine
i had some hot chocolate this morning, mreh. my stomach is definetally NOT agreeing with it. i took some medicine. and it should be working.. but nooooo of course its not. how long do you think it's been since you've played with Play Doh? hmm? i have some right now. its blue. and soooo squishy. its a really good stress reliever. im trying to make a dog out of it. ok, so, its a retarted dog. ok, a retarted blue dog. but still, hes a dog. i was talking to kayla jernegan online last night about how we never hang out anymore. i wicked miss her. that might soun wierd to you all but since kindergarden she has been my constant. my best friend. and then we got into a big shindig and i vowed to never be her frined again. and i really miss hanging out with her. i can remember sooo many stupid things we did. so many. i have pictures and videos, and i cant erase those so theres this perminent reminder of hos close we used to be, and i miss that. hey kay, remember that blizzard video we made for mr.bell's class? well i had a dream last night about that. haha, about when we were making it. i remember every single thing about that because i remember laughter. us drinking "coffee" with our coffee mugs, wearing our matching white shirts and ties, well, so the ties werent matching, but oh well. what about that time in kindergarden... line leader day. yeah, i remember that. i also remember recieving a valentines card every year from you. not one valentines day went by without you commenting about that day in kindergarden. how about that time when you and i went on a trash capade through my house in our dump truck. yes? going over speed bumps, up and down the stairs. in a trash truck. how much cooler could we get? not only that, but i say we send in some of our t.v. commercials to a broadcast company. making up own thing was sweet enough, much less convincing the public to by them. kleenex kid. edna. problem patty. perky penelope. just a few of our ancient identities. ..miss you!
track. trackety track track track.what else is there to say except that "it is killing my legs." and my arms by the way... whic is just a little wierd considering i run with my legs.
i tried to see the movie ocean's 12, pft, for get it. that was way way way way way yyyyy to complicated for my limited brain capacity. it was absolutley hilarious though. you have GOT to see that movie for its comdey, not for its action, cuz hell if i know what was going on. anyone whos seen it, care to inform me, well, just about EVERYTHING that happened? i got george clooney, matt damon, and brad pitt all confused, and dont even get me started on the plot.
i betcha it was a wicked good movie, but considering i dont know what happened, i cant tell you whether it was good or bad.
today is december 13, and there is 12 more days untill christmas. are you kidding me? really? i cannot believe this. at all. i dont even know what im BUYING for people, much less where and how im going to buy it. the tree looks nice though. stupid tinsel, keeps fallin off.
we got a kissing ball this year. its outside hanging on the porch. i think it looks cute!
im going to be over my daddys house for christmas this year, hes gonna pick me up christmas eve, and then i'll sleep ove rhis house., spend christmas day with him, and come back to my mommys house christmas' day evening. yup yup. i thought i was gonna be in ipswich this year, but no, my moms sending me away. DARNIT. that means i cant be santa this year. aww man. i was really looking forward to that. my mom doesnt usually like being santa and having the stay up late to put the presents under the tree and fill everyones stockings, but iii loove it. its so.. mysterious. moowaa haha.
well im gonna go work on my blue retarted play doh dog.
with much love and the flu symptoms,
miss rachel
