4.28.2007
everybodys on drugs
everybodys on drugs- it doesnt mean we all snort crystal meth.
i would really like to write an essay on this except i cant type nor think for all that matter because i had prom last night and what a night it was!
libby did my, kerry lowells, and tinas hair
we went to the armstrongs and exchanged flowers and took pictures
then to the school and walked promenade
and finally to the hellenic center where we all ate and danced
only to find that people were really clearing out like 2 hours later
and then we all went to my house (me matt kerry ryan kati dan kerry dan tina jimmy) and jacuzzied and talked and hung out
and then will stopped by with michelle
then tina and jimmy left
then will & michelle
then kati and dan and kerry and dan
so it was just me matt kerry and ryan in the jacuzz which was nice
and that lasted a longggg time
and suddenly will came back which was unplanned yet expected and he joined us
after we went into the living room and i sat with matt and will sprawled out on the couch and kerry and ryan cuddled in another sofa chair
and we decided to go to cumbys- please note it was 2 am
we picked up some reeses and snickers icecream, listened to butterfly kisses and say anything and then got back to my house
and we ate in the living all squished onto my couch
then will left
and matt and ryan decided they really wanted to watch night at the museum
so we went into the den and tried to make the dvd player work but couldnt figure out how and decided to watch something on tv instead
so kers and ry cuddled some more which was absolutely adorable and matt and i took the couch and i fell asleep im pretty sure
and i bet ryan fell asleep and kerry thinks matt fell asleep too but it didnt seem like it because i think i would have been able to tell
either way i was so comfortable and like, soo relaxed and then matt starts moving around and say they need to go which i thuoght was like.. completely unnecessary haha because they may as well just stay and fall asleep and sleepover
so i had the couch to myself and kerry had the chair to herself and we were both all tucked in which was so nice and matt and ry left and then kery joined me on the couch which was real cozy and we talked for a longgg time about the night and how amazing it was
and then kers went back to her chair so we could back have more room
then at 7:30 in the morning libby called and woke us both up, kerry was able to fall back asleep but i was up for good, but i was feeling fulfilled and relaxed but a little nausious as i usually do if i dont get enough sleep (2 hours can do that to you sometimes)
then we went to market basket then matt balls house to make the boys breakfast :) (pancakes and bacon)
and then i worked and now im exhauuuusteddddddd ahhhhh.
i would really like to write an essay on this except i cant type nor think for all that matter because i had prom last night and what a night it was!
libby did my, kerry lowells, and tinas hair
we went to the armstrongs and exchanged flowers and took pictures
then to the school and walked promenade
and finally to the hellenic center where we all ate and danced
only to find that people were really clearing out like 2 hours later
and then we all went to my house (me matt kerry ryan kati dan kerry dan tina jimmy) and jacuzzied and talked and hung out
and then will stopped by with michelle
then tina and jimmy left
then will & michelle
then kati and dan and kerry and dan
so it was just me matt kerry and ryan in the jacuzz which was nice
and that lasted a longggg time
and suddenly will came back which was unplanned yet expected and he joined us
after we went into the living room and i sat with matt and will sprawled out on the couch and kerry and ryan cuddled in another sofa chair
and we decided to go to cumbys- please note it was 2 am
we picked up some reeses and snickers icecream, listened to butterfly kisses and say anything and then got back to my house
and we ate in the living all squished onto my couch
then will left
and matt and ryan decided they really wanted to watch night at the museum
so we went into the den and tried to make the dvd player work but couldnt figure out how and decided to watch something on tv instead
so kers and ry cuddled some more which was absolutely adorable and matt and i took the couch and i fell asleep im pretty sure
and i bet ryan fell asleep and kerry thinks matt fell asleep too but it didnt seem like it because i think i would have been able to tell
either way i was so comfortable and like, soo relaxed and then matt starts moving around and say they need to go which i thuoght was like.. completely unnecessary haha because they may as well just stay and fall asleep and sleepover
so i had the couch to myself and kerry had the chair to herself and we were both all tucked in which was so nice and matt and ry left and then kery joined me on the couch which was real cozy and we talked for a longgg time about the night and how amazing it was
and then kers went back to her chair so we could back have more room
then at 7:30 in the morning libby called and woke us both up, kerry was able to fall back asleep but i was up for good, but i was feeling fulfilled and relaxed but a little nausious as i usually do if i dont get enough sleep (2 hours can do that to you sometimes)
then we went to market basket then matt balls house to make the boys breakfast :) (pancakes and bacon)
and then i worked and now im exhauuuusteddddddd ahhhhh.
4.24.2007
Kerouac-like
i like Jack Krouac a lottttt and i needed to write something like he did as though it were a just-found long-lost piece of a potential novel that was never published. how'd i do?
So he looked up at the bright night sky and man did he feel it. It's expansiveness almost pushed him to the ground, it's deep solidity pressed down on him and all he could do was look away to reduce the swelling he felt so urgently in his chest. How is it possible for one to feel so claustrophobic in the middle of a giant sand and air filled desert? Maybe it's the too-huge idea that that's all there is. Maybe its the sudden realization that this is what you are being offered, that right here right now you're being pressured to live and lead the kind of life you've always wanted too and that if you don't then you've wasted a day and in the end you're going to go home and think to yourself "Man, all i did was look at the stars today." But maybe that's ok. Maybe looking at the stars, and laying down next to old friends in the middle of a road that you know hasn't been driven on for days because you haven't seen a single car pass by, maybe doing that's all you're really suppose to do. Sometimes, the twinkling is too much for me, sometimes i need to close my eyes because i just can't in all the information at once, each bright speck telling me a different story, every new speck that appears when a could i didn't realize was there disperses. After a while everything starts blending together, the paint from the sky mixes with the edges of the mountians and enentually the deep blue of the lake bleeds into the tops of the trees on the very tops of the mountians and all i can do is marvel at the Almighty's masterpiece. I just think to myself of all the reasons I'm seeing such a sight, and I think about all the new colors that are being created right before my eyes. It's all a Watercolor and I dig it.
So he looked up at the bright night sky and man did he feel it. It's expansiveness almost pushed him to the ground, it's deep solidity pressed down on him and all he could do was look away to reduce the swelling he felt so urgently in his chest. How is it possible for one to feel so claustrophobic in the middle of a giant sand and air filled desert? Maybe it's the too-huge idea that that's all there is. Maybe its the sudden realization that this is what you are being offered, that right here right now you're being pressured to live and lead the kind of life you've always wanted too and that if you don't then you've wasted a day and in the end you're going to go home and think to yourself "Man, all i did was look at the stars today." But maybe that's ok. Maybe looking at the stars, and laying down next to old friends in the middle of a road that you know hasn't been driven on for days because you haven't seen a single car pass by, maybe doing that's all you're really suppose to do. Sometimes, the twinkling is too much for me, sometimes i need to close my eyes because i just can't in all the information at once, each bright speck telling me a different story, every new speck that appears when a could i didn't realize was there disperses. After a while everything starts blending together, the paint from the sky mixes with the edges of the mountians and enentually the deep blue of the lake bleeds into the tops of the trees on the very tops of the mountians and all i can do is marvel at the Almighty's masterpiece. I just think to myself of all the reasons I'm seeing such a sight, and I think about all the new colors that are being created right before my eyes. It's all a Watercolor and I dig it.
4.19.2007
blades of glory
Chazz: Night is a very dark time for me
Jimmy: It's dark for everyone, idiot!
Chazz: Not for people who live in Alaska. Or people with night-vision goggles.
Jimmy: I see you got fat!
Chazz: I see you still look like a 15-year-old girl...but not hot.
Chazz: It makes my hair shine like the Belt of Orion.
Chazz: My victory in Boston was as sweet as the cream pie from the city it's named after.
Chazz: Mind-bottling. Like your mind is trapped in a bottle.
Chazz: They laughed at Louie Armstrong when he said he was going to the moon, and now he's laughing at them from up there.
and yes, Chazz is will ferral (howev you spell his name)
Jimmy: It's dark for everyone, idiot!
Chazz: Not for people who live in Alaska. Or people with night-vision goggles.
Jimmy: I see you got fat!
Chazz: I see you still look like a 15-year-old girl...but not hot.
Chazz: It makes my hair shine like the Belt of Orion.
Chazz: My victory in Boston was as sweet as the cream pie from the city it's named after.
Chazz: Mind-bottling. Like your mind is trapped in a bottle.
Chazz: They laughed at Louie Armstrong when he said he was going to the moon, and now he's laughing at them from up there.
and yes, Chazz is will ferral (howev you spell his name)
4.17.2007
doubleyou tee eff, mate?
ok, so, not a fan of the new gmail blogger whatever thing this sites got goin on.
anyway, now is not a time to wallowing in frustration or anything like that..
i was just reading martin luther king jr's i have a dream speech.
(i figured that if i wasnt reading my homework biography about herman melville, i may as well read something thats also productive)
"In a sense we have come to our nation's capital to cash a check. When the architects of our republic wrote the magnificent words of the Constitution and the Declaration of Independence, they were signing a promissory note to which every American was to fall heir. This note was a promise that all men, yes, black men as well as white men, would be guaranteed the unalienable rights of life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness.
As we walk, we must make the pledge that we shall march ahead. We cannot turn back. There are those who are asking the devotees of civil rights, "When will you be satisfied?" We can never be satisfied as long as the Negro is the victim of the unspeakable horrors of police brutality. We can never be satisfied, as long as our bodies, heavy with the fatigue of travel, cannot gain lodging in the motels of the highways and the hotels of the cities. We can never be satisfied as long as a Negro in Mississippi cannot vote and a Negro in New York believes he has nothing for which to vote. No, no, we are not satisfied, and we will not be satisfied until justice rolls down like waters and righteousness like a mighty stream.
I say to you today, my friends, so even though we face the difficulties of today and tomorrow, I still have a dream. It is a dream deeply rooted in the American dream."
and i was thinking, while reading this, not only how powful and moving jr's words are, but how much insight a reader or listener gains from listening to them. i think it'd be really cool to listen to this and sutdy this a little bit at our mississippi meetings this year. that would be so cool. because although it is way before our time, we're all human and can make observations on such a contraversial movement in our countrys history.
i'd really like that. to talk about it with the mississippi group.
gaahhh there is SO much more i coudl say but i only want to write it to get it off my chest, i dont want other people to read it hahah, so, without further adeu, i'm going to go write in my other thing on greatestjournal.
my secret one. :)
i hope youre having as wonderful an april vacation as i've been having.. and its only day TWO!! :) yesssssssssss
anyway, now is not a time to wallowing in frustration or anything like that..
i was just reading martin luther king jr's i have a dream speech.
(i figured that if i wasnt reading my homework biography about herman melville, i may as well read something thats also productive)
"In a sense we have come to our nation's capital to cash a check. When the architects of our republic wrote the magnificent words of the Constitution and the Declaration of Independence, they were signing a promissory note to which every American was to fall heir. This note was a promise that all men, yes, black men as well as white men, would be guaranteed the unalienable rights of life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness.
As we walk, we must make the pledge that we shall march ahead. We cannot turn back. There are those who are asking the devotees of civil rights, "When will you be satisfied?" We can never be satisfied as long as the Negro is the victim of the unspeakable horrors of police brutality. We can never be satisfied, as long as our bodies, heavy with the fatigue of travel, cannot gain lodging in the motels of the highways and the hotels of the cities. We can never be satisfied as long as a Negro in Mississippi cannot vote and a Negro in New York believes he has nothing for which to vote. No, no, we are not satisfied, and we will not be satisfied until justice rolls down like waters and righteousness like a mighty stream.
I say to you today, my friends, so even though we face the difficulties of today and tomorrow, I still have a dream. It is a dream deeply rooted in the American dream."
and i was thinking, while reading this, not only how powful and moving jr's words are, but how much insight a reader or listener gains from listening to them. i think it'd be really cool to listen to this and sutdy this a little bit at our mississippi meetings this year. that would be so cool. because although it is way before our time, we're all human and can make observations on such a contraversial movement in our countrys history.
i'd really like that. to talk about it with the mississippi group.
gaahhh there is SO much more i coudl say but i only want to write it to get it off my chest, i dont want other people to read it hahah, so, without further adeu, i'm going to go write in my other thing on greatestjournal.
my secret one. :)
i hope youre having as wonderful an april vacation as i've been having.. and its only day TWO!! :) yesssssssssss
4.09.2007
new friends??
im really really glad that ive been getting know more people
i am soooo thankful for gor sending me SO many people, i mean, i cant even begin to explain to you all how many new relationships ive formed
i dont have to be best friends or hang out with people all the time for them to mean something to me
i mean, ive been meeting and getting to know christians and non-christians
meeting people who are completely different from me, (well, kinda), has been so.. REFRESHING
its reminded me about all of the aspects of life, not just the religious ones
it makes me appreciate diversity, and allows me to fully experience then embrace so many different things!
im having like.. an epiphimy or something like that
its so strange. every once and a while, you know how you feel RENEWED?
how you feel like theres a huge beginning ahead of you?
how you can just FEEL that SOMETHING NEW IS STARTING
and your so excited for it? you are soo overjoyed and exhilerated by it?
except, though being thrilled feels wonderful, youre also absolutely TERRIFIED at the same time?
i've forgotten what it feels like to be so far out of my comfort zone, and maybe thats what it is...
maybe its that, since its been so long since i've "put my self out there" that i didnt expect for things to work out so successfully
and the fact that i had such low expectations and yet things are going incredibly wonderful makes me pumped to the ENTREME
i dont remember being this happy about things outside of school since eighth grade or so
or, maybs, its because i got a beach sticker today, and im really reallyl excited for summer already and i've gotten myself into the state of mind that its just around the corner
soo many things seem just around the corner right now
i mean, i feel like some things are coming that i haven't yet experienced, as in, something- who knows what, is going to happen very soon- something really really good :) and im soo anxious yet evhilerated yet terrified for it to come
im applying to a new camp this summer! saranac in new york with the younglife (organization?) andd im really really excited
even though im sure im not going to know many people, i know it'll be fun
i did learn that theres over 300 kids, and that its made for a huge crowd to come together and meet eachother
and i know some people who are going and so im 100% sure that i'll be comfortable at least with them
but.. yayy!! its a brand new adventure and im nervous but im excited
i am going to the aquarium omni theatre tomorrow with my friend sean and his mother hahah
i like sean a lot, i think despite some things hes a really amazing kid, so im glad we're spending the afternoon together
although, i hope things arent wierd that im going with him and his MOM, i hope things work out alright
we got report cards todayyy!! im not happy with my 3.3712 gpa, butt i am happy with my grades:
H Am Lit: B
SAT Prep: A
Modern World: A-
H Span 4: A-
Trig: A
Earth and Space: B
Health: A
Drawing: A
Concert Choir: A-
so, earth and space will be easy enough to bring up to an A- in no time.
oh yeah! i have a date to prom! mathew ball! woo hoo it should be fun. kati mckinneys bringing dan corm, kerry lowells bringing ry smith (obs, theyre going out) and im not sure of anyone else yet. i know afterwards everyone (i dono who exactly) is going to my house to hit up the jacuzzi and hang out. im not sure whats going on for the pre-prom partaay, as in, where everyones meeting and taking pictures and such.
i had more to say, but my mind is fried im so emotionalyl hyped up that i cant think straight.
4 more school days until school vacation!!!! april vacation!!!! YES
i am going ot hang out with so many people this coming vaca
god bless.
i am soooo thankful for gor sending me SO many people, i mean, i cant even begin to explain to you all how many new relationships ive formed
i dont have to be best friends or hang out with people all the time for them to mean something to me
i mean, ive been meeting and getting to know christians and non-christians
meeting people who are completely different from me, (well, kinda), has been so.. REFRESHING
its reminded me about all of the aspects of life, not just the religious ones
it makes me appreciate diversity, and allows me to fully experience then embrace so many different things!
im having like.. an epiphimy or something like that
its so strange. every once and a while, you know how you feel RENEWED?
how you feel like theres a huge beginning ahead of you?
how you can just FEEL that SOMETHING NEW IS STARTING
and your so excited for it? you are soo overjoyed and exhilerated by it?
except, though being thrilled feels wonderful, youre also absolutely TERRIFIED at the same time?
i've forgotten what it feels like to be so far out of my comfort zone, and maybe thats what it is...
maybe its that, since its been so long since i've "put my self out there" that i didnt expect for things to work out so successfully
and the fact that i had such low expectations and yet things are going incredibly wonderful makes me pumped to the ENTREME
i dont remember being this happy about things outside of school since eighth grade or so
or, maybs, its because i got a beach sticker today, and im really reallyl excited for summer already and i've gotten myself into the state of mind that its just around the corner
soo many things seem just around the corner right now
i mean, i feel like some things are coming that i haven't yet experienced, as in, something- who knows what, is going to happen very soon- something really really good :) and im soo anxious yet evhilerated yet terrified for it to come
im applying to a new camp this summer! saranac in new york with the younglife (organization?) andd im really really excited
even though im sure im not going to know many people, i know it'll be fun
i did learn that theres over 300 kids, and that its made for a huge crowd to come together and meet eachother
and i know some people who are going and so im 100% sure that i'll be comfortable at least with them
but.. yayy!! its a brand new adventure and im nervous but im excited
i am going to the aquarium omni theatre tomorrow with my friend sean and his mother hahah
i like sean a lot, i think despite some things hes a really amazing kid, so im glad we're spending the afternoon together
although, i hope things arent wierd that im going with him and his MOM, i hope things work out alright
we got report cards todayyy!! im not happy with my 3.3712 gpa, butt i am happy with my grades:
H Am Lit: B
SAT Prep: A
Modern World: A-
H Span 4: A-
Trig: A
Earth and Space: B
Health: A
Drawing: A
Concert Choir: A-
so, earth and space will be easy enough to bring up to an A- in no time.
oh yeah! i have a date to prom! mathew ball! woo hoo it should be fun. kati mckinneys bringing dan corm, kerry lowells bringing ry smith (obs, theyre going out) and im not sure of anyone else yet. i know afterwards everyone (i dono who exactly) is going to my house to hit up the jacuzzi and hang out. im not sure whats going on for the pre-prom partaay, as in, where everyones meeting and taking pictures and such.
i had more to say, but my mind is fried im so emotionalyl hyped up that i cant think straight.
4 more school days until school vacation!!!! april vacation!!!! YES
i am going ot hang out with so many people this coming vaca
god bless.
4.06.2007
abortion
being a woman, i feel as though i can directly relate to this topic.
heres how i feel about one of the MANY political debates going on right now
(dont except me to write about politics ofton, i DESPISE politics usually)
but being a matter of life and death i cant help but concern myself with this one.
i dont agree with abortion, i do feel as though every single potential human has a right to life.
i dont support it, however i do not hate people who have had abortions in the past.
i do feel as though there should be a CHOICE for life, or for abortion.
in this way, im not exactly supporting it, because i dont, i support having the child and either raising it yourself or having someone do it for you (ie: adoption)
but i think what makes our society- or WORLD so beautiful is that we CAN choose.
its that we have the ability to say yes and no, and i think thats what like is all about
when it comes down to it, lifes about making decisions, accepting others, accepting faith, accepting events.
or shunning all the things perviously mentioned.
god made us so that we may chose. he hopes and plans for people to accept HIM, the creater of the UNIVERSE. we were MEANT to have CHOICES. we were MADE to agree or approve or decline or reject.
and this is why i feel as though everything should be an option.
also, i feel as though humans dont have the power, ultimately. and that if anything ever happens to an unborn child- it was gods work. when a mother agrees for an abortion- gods behind it all, for whatever irrational reason.
thats how i feel about it. it's really hard for me to explain my take on things, so i hope that made sense.
let me know if you want to talk more on it. as of right now, this is my opinion- dont be surprised if its changed by next week.
heres how i feel about one of the MANY political debates going on right now
(dont except me to write about politics ofton, i DESPISE politics usually)
but being a matter of life and death i cant help but concern myself with this one.
i dont agree with abortion, i do feel as though every single potential human has a right to life.
i dont support it, however i do not hate people who have had abortions in the past.
i do feel as though there should be a CHOICE for life, or for abortion.
in this way, im not exactly supporting it, because i dont, i support having the child and either raising it yourself or having someone do it for you (ie: adoption)
but i think what makes our society- or WORLD so beautiful is that we CAN choose.
its that we have the ability to say yes and no, and i think thats what like is all about
when it comes down to it, lifes about making decisions, accepting others, accepting faith, accepting events.
or shunning all the things perviously mentioned.
god made us so that we may chose. he hopes and plans for people to accept HIM, the creater of the UNIVERSE. we were MEANT to have CHOICES. we were MADE to agree or approve or decline or reject.
and this is why i feel as though everything should be an option.
also, i feel as though humans dont have the power, ultimately. and that if anything ever happens to an unborn child- it was gods work. when a mother agrees for an abortion- gods behind it all, for whatever irrational reason.
thats how i feel about it. it's really hard for me to explain my take on things, so i hope that made sense.
let me know if you want to talk more on it. as of right now, this is my opinion- dont be surprised if its changed by next week.
poe.
today, in english class, (well, all week, really) we learned about poe. good ol' ed. and we read the raven, and the bells, and the house of usher. goodness how INTENSE they are! i felt extremely uncomfortable, i'm honestly not a fan of those types of self-refelection literarature (the horror ones, the ones that make you squirm while reading such a dramatic plot). so anyway, we needed to write an epitaph for him. what would one say that could fit on a gravestone to describe edgar allen poe?
well, heres the list i made.
"Poe, a romantic madman."
"Poe, a romantic raven who moved literary mountians."
"Here lies the Raven. 1809-1849. Edgar Allen Poe, Nevermore."
hmm, what do you think? i wonder what it REALLY says on his gravestone. or, was he even buried?
i dont know. either way. the fall of the house of usher- however amazing (literary-wise) and revolutionary- is not one that i plan on reading again.
i like prosey things, yes, but ones that reflect on areas of "self" that aren't quite so dark and dreary. which allows me to proceed to my next area of rambling... jack kerouac. an eccentric, bohemian genius, kerouac took the world by storm with his transcendent ideas. and i love him for it. which is why i am doing a project on him for english class, and cant wait to begin reading the biographies and books of letters i picked up at the library yesterday! i know, who hangs out at the library after school, right? me, just that once. anyway, i also have to read a book about herman melville. yay horay? not quite. though hes an interesting man, (ofcourse) im just completely un motivated to learn about a man whose works ive never read nor name ever seen. i suppose that could be turned into motivation itself, yet, theres really nothing compelling me to WONDER ABOUT HIM. i wonder about kerouac.
anyway, i suppose i'll start reading those now.
OH YEAH!! wait!!! hang onnnn!!!!!
i passed in my course-selection sheet for next year, senior year. and the classes listed are as follows:
English:
H English 12
H Journalism
H Contemporary Lit
Yearbook
History:
Political Science
H Psychology
Science:
H Enviornmental
H Marine and Coastal
Math:
H Pre- Calc
Foregin Language:
AP Spanish
Art:
Studio Art
we needed to have 2 english classes, 2 history classes, 1 science OR 1 math, and the rest could be anything. i decided i would be a good girl and try to make a good transcript. so i signed up for 4 english classes (because i like english and its probably my strongest class), 2 history classes, 2 sciences (because i love enviornment/ecology stuff) AND a math (just so it looks good, even though i hated my one week of pre-calc last year, i dont konw if i should take it honors or not... ehh...), and i signed up for AP Spanish because i adore spanish and want to become really fluent, and i talked to my teacher about my chance of getting in and she said there was a good possibility and that she will propose my "enrollment" when the department meets, and i also signed up for Studio Art because i LOVE art- i was going to take a painting class as well as a sculpture class however i decided to just go with studio because it allows me to do pretty much anything i want and make my own deadlines :)
i am SO excited to find out how my schedule comes out ahhh. i really hope in to all the englishs and the sciences.
we shall see!
ok, im going to go take a nap i think, instead of reading. im tiired.
well, heres the list i made.
"Poe, a romantic madman."
"Poe, a romantic raven who moved literary mountians."
"Here lies the Raven. 1809-1849. Edgar Allen Poe, Nevermore."
hmm, what do you think? i wonder what it REALLY says on his gravestone. or, was he even buried?
i dont know. either way. the fall of the house of usher- however amazing (literary-wise) and revolutionary- is not one that i plan on reading again.
i like prosey things, yes, but ones that reflect on areas of "self" that aren't quite so dark and dreary. which allows me to proceed to my next area of rambling... jack kerouac. an eccentric, bohemian genius, kerouac took the world by storm with his transcendent ideas. and i love him for it. which is why i am doing a project on him for english class, and cant wait to begin reading the biographies and books of letters i picked up at the library yesterday! i know, who hangs out at the library after school, right? me, just that once. anyway, i also have to read a book about herman melville. yay horay? not quite. though hes an interesting man, (ofcourse) im just completely un motivated to learn about a man whose works ive never read nor name ever seen. i suppose that could be turned into motivation itself, yet, theres really nothing compelling me to WONDER ABOUT HIM. i wonder about kerouac.
anyway, i suppose i'll start reading those now.
OH YEAH!! wait!!! hang onnnn!!!!!
i passed in my course-selection sheet for next year, senior year. and the classes listed are as follows:
English:
H English 12
H Journalism
H Contemporary Lit
Yearbook
History:
Political Science
H Psychology
Science:
H Enviornmental
H Marine and Coastal
Math:
H Pre- Calc
Foregin Language:
AP Spanish
Art:
Studio Art
we needed to have 2 english classes, 2 history classes, 1 science OR 1 math, and the rest could be anything. i decided i would be a good girl and try to make a good transcript. so i signed up for 4 english classes (because i like english and its probably my strongest class), 2 history classes, 2 sciences (because i love enviornment/ecology stuff) AND a math (just so it looks good, even though i hated my one week of pre-calc last year, i dont konw if i should take it honors or not... ehh...), and i signed up for AP Spanish because i adore spanish and want to become really fluent, and i talked to my teacher about my chance of getting in and she said there was a good possibility and that she will propose my "enrollment" when the department meets, and i also signed up for Studio Art because i LOVE art- i was going to take a painting class as well as a sculpture class however i decided to just go with studio because it allows me to do pretty much anything i want and make my own deadlines :)
i am SO excited to find out how my schedule comes out ahhh. i really hope in to all the englishs and the sciences.
we shall see!
ok, im going to go take a nap i think, instead of reading. im tiired.
