You're my sweet charade

one time. one time ever have i been offered alcohol. that was seventh grade over a friends house. there were three of us there. it was no big thing, no great first experience as in "wow, being introduced to the world of beer and alcohol."

so how is it, that all of a sudden, everybody is drinking?

and why is it that i have not been offfered since? it was a gross beer too, i took 2 sips and thought, ew, this is sickkk- and just not worth my time. so maybe i dont drink cuz i havent found anything tastey enough? maybe people think im lame and dont offer? maybe people think i would never try it again? i havent a clue. any way, in less than a week 6 people around me have, in their own words "gotten a lil' tipsahh" or have started throwing up, yes, legit, throwing up from it.

why is this all-of-a-sudden spur happening??

im starting to realize that the people around me are a lot more into things than i ever anticipated.

so in the meantime i... watch? i cant lecture them on things. but however, i would like to be the one to speak to a certain group of kids that are on my mind right now, as opposed to listen to adults lecture them and tell them why they shouldnt do things- because some reasons stick, and some dont. being a teenager, who, though has only been offered alcohol once, but none-the-less been surrounded by it for a good amount of years now, i have picke dup what things work, and what things dont.

hmm.

its a trend.