7.18.2005
if only i could get into the corner of your head
woudl things finnally match and meet the standards that you set?
so, after an interesting conversation i fnally got to sleep at about 1:30 in the morning last night. oh welll.
woke up at 7:30 and went downstairs to eat some breakfast, a bagel, well, half of a bagel, and some tea which was actually quite good.
went to work, it was a wierrrdd day. the morning was bearable, but then it rained for about a half hour and ever wsince then it was H&H (hot an humid) which, frankly, sucked. the kids werent listening that much, except for some reason at sports. sports for some reason stands out in my head as the best time frame for all of them, cooperating and teamwork-skills-building. thank god.
we had to have a camp wide clean up cuz it was apparently all trash-filled and suchh. fun fun, for my group it wasnt too long at all, cuz there was heardly any trash at drama.
after work, vally gave me a ride to the school where i ran on the track for a while, i have no idea how long i ran, but did some 400's and 800's and a bunch of dashes. it was funn, except for i got all gross feeling from the temp and humidity. i was hoping that i could stop in and talk to someone about how my schedual is so fucked up but there was no one in the office at the time so i have to go back.
the problem: i dont have enough credits (you need 35, i only have 32). i have nothing schedualed for the last quarter of period 6. the only that would fit there is an elective. electives are only 2.5 credits, which STILL would not bring me up to the right, necessary amount of credits for the year (itd only bring me up to 34.5). the only thing that would possibly fit there and complete my amount of credits would be an academic class. in order to do that, i have to cancel the elective class that's in the first quarter of period 6. this class that i'd cancel would be project adventure. i do not want to have to take sofmore gym the next year with the class behind us. that would suck. what do i do? i would really like to get a math course over with. that would be wonderful. take alg 2 the first semester, and then whatever is next the second semester. maybe?
voice your opinions because i dont know what to do.
ok wel im bored and i dont want to do my summer reading. oh yeah and i have no idea what the hell to do anyway. what do i write about?? i read animal farm, and i supposibly have to write 4 pages on it, but i dont know what th etopic or subject or question to answer or whatever is.
i'm gonna walk down to eriks cuz kaylas over there and they're watching a movie, and even though i've already seen it it beets sitting here doing nothing.
oh and i've decided that i'm keeping a seperate journal now, it's sort of like a place to keep all my other thoughts that i cant share on the internet, ya know? dont you ever feel liek sometimes you want to have secrets? you dont want everyone to kow EVERY little thing about you. i like having some privacy. do you know what i mean? it's good to be your own person, and not everybody elses person.
its good.
i've been really getting into vanessa carlton lately, listen to some of her stuff and you'll be changed, it's so... moving sort of. intense in a creepy relative sort of way.
love you all. GET HER ALBUM: "be not nobody". now. please please please? you havent experienced or thought enough untill you've heard her stuff.
racheyy
so, after an interesting conversation i fnally got to sleep at about 1:30 in the morning last night. oh welll.
woke up at 7:30 and went downstairs to eat some breakfast, a bagel, well, half of a bagel, and some tea which was actually quite good.
went to work, it was a wierrrdd day. the morning was bearable, but then it rained for about a half hour and ever wsince then it was H&H (hot an humid) which, frankly, sucked. the kids werent listening that much, except for some reason at sports. sports for some reason stands out in my head as the best time frame for all of them, cooperating and teamwork-skills-building. thank god.
we had to have a camp wide clean up cuz it was apparently all trash-filled and suchh. fun fun, for my group it wasnt too long at all, cuz there was heardly any trash at drama.
after work, vally gave me a ride to the school where i ran on the track for a while, i have no idea how long i ran, but did some 400's and 800's and a bunch of dashes. it was funn, except for i got all gross feeling from the temp and humidity. i was hoping that i could stop in and talk to someone about how my schedual is so fucked up but there was no one in the office at the time so i have to go back.
the problem: i dont have enough credits (you need 35, i only have 32). i have nothing schedualed for the last quarter of period 6. the only that would fit there is an elective. electives are only 2.5 credits, which STILL would not bring me up to the right, necessary amount of credits for the year (itd only bring me up to 34.5). the only thing that would possibly fit there and complete my amount of credits would be an academic class. in order to do that, i have to cancel the elective class that's in the first quarter of period 6. this class that i'd cancel would be project adventure. i do not want to have to take sofmore gym the next year with the class behind us. that would suck. what do i do? i would really like to get a math course over with. that would be wonderful. take alg 2 the first semester, and then whatever is next the second semester. maybe?
voice your opinions because i dont know what to do.
ok wel im bored and i dont want to do my summer reading. oh yeah and i have no idea what the hell to do anyway. what do i write about?? i read animal farm, and i supposibly have to write 4 pages on it, but i dont know what th etopic or subject or question to answer or whatever is.
i'm gonna walk down to eriks cuz kaylas over there and they're watching a movie, and even though i've already seen it it beets sitting here doing nothing.
oh and i've decided that i'm keeping a seperate journal now, it's sort of like a place to keep all my other thoughts that i cant share on the internet, ya know? dont you ever feel liek sometimes you want to have secrets? you dont want everyone to kow EVERY little thing about you. i like having some privacy. do you know what i mean? it's good to be your own person, and not everybody elses person.
its good.
i've been really getting into vanessa carlton lately, listen to some of her stuff and you'll be changed, it's so... moving sort of. intense in a creepy relative sort of way.
love you all. GET HER ALBUM: "be not nobody". now. please please please? you havent experienced or thought enough untill you've heard her stuff.
racheyy