5.14.2005
time is never time at all
you can never ever leave without leaving a piece of youth
and our lives are forever changed
we will never be the same
the more you change the less you feel
believe believe in me believe
that life can change that you're not stuck in vain
we're not the same we're different tonight
tonight so bright
tonight
and you know you're never sure
but you're sure you could be right
if you held yourself up to the light
and the embers never fade in your city by the lake
the place where you were born
believe, believe in me, believe
in the resolute urgency of now
and if you believe there's not a chance tonight
tonight, so bright tonight
we'll crucify the insincere tonight
we'll make things right, we'll feel it all tonight
we'll find a way to offer up the night tonight
the indescribable moments of your life tonight
the impossible is possible tonight
believe in me as i believe in you, tonight
{huge smile] i love this song. smashing pumpkins... what else is there to say?? have you seen the red sox video that plays this in the background? you must, it's brilliant.
i went shopping today with tina! her mom picked me up and we went to the mall. i got a sweet bathing suit at deb, its brown and blue and red and white. theres pokadots on some parts of it and gigantic flowers on other parts. ok, so yeah it sounds really ugly but wwhatever, i like it. and then we saw that move monster in law with jennifer lopez and that other lady. the guy in it has wicked cool eyes. haha, that was the first thing i noticed. see, at one point he describs hers and im like 'whoa hes right," so that got me looking at peoples eyes. but anyway i liked it, it was cute and funny. hahaha like, wicked funny.and then i came home.
but oh yeah while we were at the theatre i ate an entire bag of those milkway balls. hah, wow, ok wierd name for a candy butwhatever. popables or something. i dono. but yeah so now i have a stomachacha. i got a head ache to at some point in the evening and this advil is definetally not working. actually, its ibprofin or however you spell that stuff.
so this weekend has been a lot of fun, its been exciting. i havent had an exciting weekend in.. oh i dono.. about 6 weeks or so, ever since vaca. yeah, pretty sucky huh?
be slept over last night. actualyl we went to the play dont count on forever and it was pretty good. for some reason matt was there. actually, he asked me if i was going and then i dragged be along with me hahah. so her me and him sat and watched it and i watched some of the first half with my kick ass j lo sunglasses on, but then i realized it was pretty dark so i took then off. annie ledson is so talented!! i was like "WHOA" cuz i mean, its hard to be completely genuine when youre speaking lines you've had to rehearse and stuff, so, i was pretty proud. it was about this girl whose partents divorce, adn shes having such a hard time with it because shes always been optimistic and in the end comes to terms with everything and stuff. meanwhile she has to deal with school work and stuff. its good, i liked it. the dad in it was wicked sketchy though. i mean, HONESTLY, who calls their daughter "kitten" every five seconds. hes lik e"so kitten, how was your day kitten, did it go well, kitten, i love you kitten, you love me too right kitten? here, have some beer kitten, you're almost 18 kitten, and plus, you're with me, tell me about your day kitten".. yeah its SO SKETCHY. he was trying to get her drunk!!! like, on purpose! i thought at first that he was cheating on his wife, and then i thought that he was trying to seduce her, like some perv or something. hahaha. way off. he was trying to get her drunk cuz he had bad news to tell her: that he was in love with anothe rowman who she hasnt ever met. i still think hes been cheating on his wife though. i felt so bad for the mother!! i was thinking "wow that tooootaly sucks for her" and that was BEFORE i found out there was another woman. letes just say, i was really gettin into. and they played that graduation song by vitamin c, and i totally got goose bumps. you see thats my classes song (class of 2008 at IHS) and it was played at both our graduations, fifth and eighth grade, and hopefully twelfth. it was really emotional. i was sooo like "they cant be doing this to me" cuz i always cry when i hear that song, it just brings back soooo many memorios. much less the LYRIC of it!! its definetalyl one of those songs that is going to stick with me and bring me back to the good ol' times. they played it during the slide show at doyon elementary and i was tear stained and red in the face by the time that was over. i think i actualyl yelled at pete karas for letting his mom put that on there. haha. wow, and they played it while we walked up the aisle and left the auditorium at the middle school graduation. but yeah, i'm probg gonan start crying now just thinking about it [emotional face]
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels...
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever
So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with a tan
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels...
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever
sacrifice: the key. the red hot chilli peppers do this great song called can't stop. its not really based on that concept, but the chorus sure can be percieved as it. its such a pretty song too. listen to it.
The world I love
The tears I drop
To be part of
The wave can't stop
Ever wonder if it's all for you
The world I love
The trains I hop
To be part of
The wave can't stop
Come and tell me when it's time to
time to what? you tell me.
10 reasons why you're the someone new for me.
>> <3, [L[o[v[e[ [r]a]c]h]e]y]
<< preatty creative, huh?
and our lives are forever changed
we will never be the same
the more you change the less you feel
believe believe in me believe
that life can change that you're not stuck in vain
we're not the same we're different tonight
tonight so bright
tonight
and you know you're never sure
but you're sure you could be right
if you held yourself up to the light
and the embers never fade in your city by the lake
the place where you were born
believe, believe in me, believe
in the resolute urgency of now
and if you believe there's not a chance tonight
tonight, so bright tonight
we'll crucify the insincere tonight
we'll make things right, we'll feel it all tonight
we'll find a way to offer up the night tonight
the indescribable moments of your life tonight
the impossible is possible tonight
believe in me as i believe in you, tonight
{huge smile] i love this song. smashing pumpkins... what else is there to say?? have you seen the red sox video that plays this in the background? you must, it's brilliant.
i went shopping today with tina! her mom picked me up and we went to the mall. i got a sweet bathing suit at deb, its brown and blue and red and white. theres pokadots on some parts of it and gigantic flowers on other parts. ok, so yeah it sounds really ugly but wwhatever, i like it. and then we saw that move monster in law with jennifer lopez and that other lady. the guy in it has wicked cool eyes. haha, that was the first thing i noticed. see, at one point he describs hers and im like 'whoa hes right," so that got me looking at peoples eyes. but anyway i liked it, it was cute and funny. hahaha like, wicked funny.and then i came home.
but oh yeah while we were at the theatre i ate an entire bag of those milkway balls. hah, wow, ok wierd name for a candy butwhatever. popables or something. i dono. but yeah so now i have a stomachacha. i got a head ache to at some point in the evening and this advil is definetally not working. actually, its ibprofin or however you spell that stuff.
so this weekend has been a lot of fun, its been exciting. i havent had an exciting weekend in.. oh i dono.. about 6 weeks or so, ever since vaca. yeah, pretty sucky huh?
be slept over last night. actualyl we went to the play dont count on forever and it was pretty good. for some reason matt was there. actually, he asked me if i was going and then i dragged be along with me hahah. so her me and him sat and watched it and i watched some of the first half with my kick ass j lo sunglasses on, but then i realized it was pretty dark so i took then off. annie ledson is so talented!! i was like "WHOA" cuz i mean, its hard to be completely genuine when youre speaking lines you've had to rehearse and stuff, so, i was pretty proud. it was about this girl whose partents divorce, adn shes having such a hard time with it because shes always been optimistic and in the end comes to terms with everything and stuff. meanwhile she has to deal with school work and stuff. its good, i liked it. the dad in it was wicked sketchy though. i mean, HONESTLY, who calls their daughter "kitten" every five seconds. hes lik e"so kitten, how was your day kitten, did it go well, kitten, i love you kitten, you love me too right kitten? here, have some beer kitten, you're almost 18 kitten, and plus, you're with me, tell me about your day kitten".. yeah its SO SKETCHY. he was trying to get her drunk!!! like, on purpose! i thought at first that he was cheating on his wife, and then i thought that he was trying to seduce her, like some perv or something. hahaha. way off. he was trying to get her drunk cuz he had bad news to tell her: that he was in love with anothe rowman who she hasnt ever met. i still think hes been cheating on his wife though. i felt so bad for the mother!! i was thinking "wow that tooootaly sucks for her" and that was BEFORE i found out there was another woman. letes just say, i was really gettin into. and they played that graduation song by vitamin c, and i totally got goose bumps. you see thats my classes song (class of 2008 at IHS) and it was played at both our graduations, fifth and eighth grade, and hopefully twelfth. it was really emotional. i was sooo like "they cant be doing this to me" cuz i always cry when i hear that song, it just brings back soooo many memorios. much less the LYRIC of it!! its definetalyl one of those songs that is going to stick with me and bring me back to the good ol' times. they played it during the slide show at doyon elementary and i was tear stained and red in the face by the time that was over. i think i actualyl yelled at pete karas for letting his mom put that on there. haha. wow, and they played it while we walked up the aisle and left the auditorium at the middle school graduation. but yeah, i'm probg gonan start crying now just thinking about it [emotional face]
And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels...
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever
So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with a tan
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels...
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever
Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever
sacrifice: the key. the red hot chilli peppers do this great song called can't stop. its not really based on that concept, but the chorus sure can be percieved as it. its such a pretty song too. listen to it.
The world I love
The tears I drop
To be part of
The wave can't stop
Ever wonder if it's all for you
The world I love
The trains I hop
To be part of
The wave can't stop
Come and tell me when it's time to
time to what? you tell me.
10 reasons why you're the someone new for me.
>> <3, [L[o[v[e[ [r]a]c]h]e]y]
<< preatty creative, huh?
// posted by RACH @ 9:03 PM 
