You're my sweet charade

Because of you
The sky above remaining clear and blue
It’s nothing new
The radio keeps playing statical your favorite songs
And why does everyone keep on bringing me back to you

And this is the sound of the broken down
And this is the last train home the only underground
And this is the fall don’t catch me if I fall
Just catch me when I fall back to the ground

Lightening crashes all around me now
I hear its sound
Broken wings can carry us to where the people stare
Fall asleep against the window pain
Outside the rain covers everyone
Now we’re never gonna see the sun


MY EYES ARE BURNING. ahhhh,

that was american hi-fi by the way. great band, great music., great lyrics.

went to the ortho today. wanted to throw him and all his little shiny tools out the window.

turns out i'm not in a band after all. i just do a couple songs. oh well, i really dont mind it that much, i like not being tied down or feeling like i have yet another thing to be responsible for.

i know this is going to be an incredibly short entry, however, i started it at about 3:30 and then walked away from my computor. it is now almost 10:30. yeah... way to go, i know.

i tried those luquid breakfast things. i know that title makes it sound really gross. but you see i've been getting these awful stomachachas and have decide to try and have only liquids, and maybe the stomachachas will go away. i have a doctors appointment on thursday to make sure that theyre not from anything seriuos, but anyway my mom bought me these packets full of stuff to make shakes with. so for breakfast i'm having one of those yogurt shake things, and for lunch i'm having a ___________ shake. yestrday i had a french vanillia one {tasted like crap by the way}, today i had a chocolate malt one. i'm not sure what i'll have tomorrow. cappucino? milk chocolate? strawberry? ect? we'll see.

oh yeah and for dinner i'll have soup or something like it.

i cant wait for that sisterhood of the traveling pants movie to come out! i read the first two out of the series, i have yet to read the third, which i hear has just come out. WOO HOO.

anyone have a copy of schindlers list i could borrow for a school project? PLEASE let me know. i need it, desperately.

wel my teeth hurt and i could just rip them off because of these stupid braces and i wouldnt mind the pain because i am sure it'd be less excruciating than wearing these elastics. we had a crisis with demitra today, because the end of her wirse on the bottom right side popped out of the big bracket back there so now she has a giant cut all down the side of her gums about the length of 4 or teeth. we're talking a nine year old shreiking for about a half hour because she was trying to {unsucessfully} fix it herself. lucky my mom and i came to the resuce and got it back in. of course were no pros, but its fine for now. knowing my luck, shes prob gonan wake up in the middle of the night screaming cuz it'll have popped back out. oh well.

ok so, i'm pooped and i'm abuot to pass out cuz the jacuzzi is like.. ten thousand degrees. and i go tout of it.. oh i dono... 7 or 8 minutes ago.

i got to talk to kris on the fone! i totally made my day. i miss him so much. i know i'm sounding like some naggy annoying girlfriend but i really do. if only i could drive... {HUGE sigh}

love all of those who are in dire need of love and love to be loved,
<3 r <3 a <3 c <3 h