2.03.2005
i dare you to move
thats the song i was listening to about 15 minutes ago when i started typing an entry for today., the the comp decided to be retarted. so it exed out and i have to start allll over again, which in fact, i am not going ot do. cuz i typed like.. an essay. but instead of telling you how much i type3d im going to just move on.
anyway, i had alll the lyrics to that song in here origionally, an di've decided not to re type those.
actually, scratch that, i love the song so much that im going to.
i mean... i really do love it.
dearly.
honestly.
welcome to the planet
welcome to existance
everyones here
everyones here
everybodys watching you now
everybody waits for you now
what happens next
what happens next
i dare you to move
i dare oyu to move
i dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
i dare you to move
i dare you to move
like today never hapepned
todcay never happened before
welcome to the fallout
welcome to resistance
the tension is here
the tension is here
between who you are
and who you could be
between how it is
and howit should be
i dare you to move
i dare you to move
i dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
i dare you to move
i dare you to move
like today never happened
today enver happened...
maybe redemption has stories to tell
maybe forgivness is right where you fell
where do you run to escape for yourself
where you gonna go
where you gonna go
SALVATION IS HERE
anyway.. thats it!
mi amor.
ok so anyway whats been new?
hmm.. track stuff... school stuff... new teachers and stuff
have i updated since the switch?
hmm i cant remember
at all..
well simms is goin good. i have that mona lisa story due tomorrow
its coming along nicely
child development is alright. i go to doyon with be and we work in.. i think its mrs.lampron's class. but anyway i found out yesterday that i'm "wierd." yup.. thats what one of the lovley kindergarteners told me. such dear, sweet things. these are the next generation of kids! LOVELY.
blah
so i love how in that class the kids are soooo cute. they all want to be your friend. theres this one girl kia. well.. shes attached to me. im talking like.. attatched... like at the hip. i wasn't like that in kindergarten. i was the one crying the corner who wanted to go home.
wierd huh?
i grew up since then. i'm now the one COMFORTING the little girl in the corner. [smile]. well, i want to talk to you all about children some more but this is sorta making me really dizzy and i feel REALLY sick right now. im only making it worse.
but theres Julia and another girl; the cutest things i've ever seen in my life. well they do writing that class. and then they have to share what they wrote with everyone. well, i learned that they both want to go to a place where theres fairies everywhere and an enchanted waterfall. remember how we were then? everything was big bright and beautiful to us. our little minds that thought up ideas like playing with fairies under waterfalls. i mean really... what happened? when exactly did we loose all of this innocence?? i'd love to know when it was when i stopped believeing the easter bunny and santa claus.when i realized that faires didn't exist.when i found out there was infact no such thing as a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. now, this is quite interesting. the rainbow. such a magnificant thing. colorful yet strangleyhaunting. it tunrs out it has more to do with science than with the imaginaiton. think for a moment... now, science is said to be the reason for many things we beleived in when we were little. groups of dust particals in the air. not fairies. now... our imagination was that rainbow. it was colorful and full of life. it was beautiful. we all admired it. it was entertainment and everything! then we come to find out none of it real. everything we thought, everything we believed in. all of the stories. not real. none of it. a rainbow is not some pathway to a pot of gold. santa clas is really mom and dad. so isn't the easter bunny. theres no such thing as magic. you can't ahve an enchanted waterfall. how could peopl lead us to believe such madness when they kjnew one day outrr entire world would all fall apart. wouldn't it be safer and easyer if they had knwn the truth in teh first place? rather than have them build up everything only to then knock it all down? it is things like these we have to consider when we have a child or work with children. as the child, we love being optimistic. it came naturally. our mind was forming this by the movies we watched. the t.v. shows we watched. now look at us. look at the stuff we watch now. when we watched Snow White we believed it was true. yet it was alla lie. now we watched 24 and Law and Order. only to find out it is infact the truth! what? what is happening? the shows we watched when we were little were misleading us. the shows we watch now inform us of what really happens. where was the transition? and why do we not still watch those shows? are we supposed to turn into pessimists? is that some level of maturity we have to reach before we become an adult? or can we still continue to watch those shows we watched when we were little but only for entertainment. and is it reallly even fair to do that to ourselves? should we re visit all this only to have a different outlook on it? yet we praise these shows for making our children learn. would they not learn otherwise if they hadnt thrown all of this fantasy in it? at age 4 could they not grasp teh ABCs and 123s if a fairy didn't teach them how to on PBS? it is so they would pay attention? i'm not sure.. because how would we know if they wont pay attnetion to other things if they only immediatly go into the fantasy world? i mean.. really. our imagination is a ranbow that takes us anyway, it takes us to a pot of gold: HAPPINESS. that is our gold. however, we want gold gold, we want money. and when we found out that the pot og gold wasn't what we thought it was, we left it behind and found the truth. that a rainbow is not in fact what we had thought. am i the only one who thinks about these things?
i want to hear your thoughts, so place eitehr comment or write about it your blog or journal. because i wanna know if anything i just said made any sense at all. i want to continue talking so bad it hurts not too but i really am dizzy and i have to finish that mona lisa story.
'
please expand upon everthing and make me feel my writing is worth it. please do.
i love you all more tahn you could ever grasp,
with love, maddness, and probably one of few still with an imagination like a rainbow,
miss rachel
anyway, i had alll the lyrics to that song in here origionally, an di've decided not to re type those.
actually, scratch that, i love the song so much that im going to.
i mean... i really do love it.
dearly.
honestly.
welcome to the planet
welcome to existance
everyones here
everyones here
everybodys watching you now
everybody waits for you now
what happens next
what happens next
i dare you to move
i dare oyu to move
i dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
i dare you to move
i dare you to move
like today never hapepned
todcay never happened before
welcome to the fallout
welcome to resistance
the tension is here
the tension is here
between who you are
and who you could be
between how it is
and howit should be
i dare you to move
i dare you to move
i dare you to lift yourself up off the floor
i dare you to move
i dare you to move
like today never happened
today enver happened...
maybe redemption has stories to tell
maybe forgivness is right where you fell
where do you run to escape for yourself
where you gonna go
where you gonna go
SALVATION IS HERE
anyway.. thats it!
mi amor.
ok so anyway whats been new?
hmm.. track stuff... school stuff... new teachers and stuff
have i updated since the switch?
hmm i cant remember
at all..
well simms is goin good. i have that mona lisa story due tomorrow
its coming along nicely
child development is alright. i go to doyon with be and we work in.. i think its mrs.lampron's class. but anyway i found out yesterday that i'm "wierd." yup.. thats what one of the lovley kindergarteners told me. such dear, sweet things. these are the next generation of kids! LOVELY.
blah
so i love how in that class the kids are soooo cute. they all want to be your friend. theres this one girl kia. well.. shes attached to me. im talking like.. attatched... like at the hip. i wasn't like that in kindergarten. i was the one crying the corner who wanted to go home.
wierd huh?
i grew up since then. i'm now the one COMFORTING the little girl in the corner. [smile]. well, i want to talk to you all about children some more but this is sorta making me really dizzy and i feel REALLY sick right now. im only making it worse.
but theres Julia and another girl; the cutest things i've ever seen in my life. well they do writing that class. and then they have to share what they wrote with everyone. well, i learned that they both want to go to a place where theres fairies everywhere and an enchanted waterfall. remember how we were then? everything was big bright and beautiful to us. our little minds that thought up ideas like playing with fairies under waterfalls. i mean really... what happened? when exactly did we loose all of this innocence?? i'd love to know when it was when i stopped believeing the easter bunny and santa claus.when i realized that faires didn't exist.when i found out there was infact no such thing as a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. now, this is quite interesting. the rainbow. such a magnificant thing. colorful yet strangleyhaunting. it tunrs out it has more to do with science than with the imaginaiton. think for a moment... now, science is said to be the reason for many things we beleived in when we were little. groups of dust particals in the air. not fairies. now... our imagination was that rainbow. it was colorful and full of life. it was beautiful. we all admired it. it was entertainment and everything! then we come to find out none of it real. everything we thought, everything we believed in. all of the stories. not real. none of it. a rainbow is not some pathway to a pot of gold. santa clas is really mom and dad. so isn't the easter bunny. theres no such thing as magic. you can't ahve an enchanted waterfall. how could peopl lead us to believe such madness when they kjnew one day outrr entire world would all fall apart. wouldn't it be safer and easyer if they had knwn the truth in teh first place? rather than have them build up everything only to then knock it all down? it is things like these we have to consider when we have a child or work with children. as the child, we love being optimistic. it came naturally. our mind was forming this by the movies we watched. the t.v. shows we watched. now look at us. look at the stuff we watch now. when we watched Snow White we believed it was true. yet it was alla lie. now we watched 24 and Law and Order. only to find out it is infact the truth! what? what is happening? the shows we watched when we were little were misleading us. the shows we watch now inform us of what really happens. where was the transition? and why do we not still watch those shows? are we supposed to turn into pessimists? is that some level of maturity we have to reach before we become an adult? or can we still continue to watch those shows we watched when we were little but only for entertainment. and is it reallly even fair to do that to ourselves? should we re visit all this only to have a different outlook on it? yet we praise these shows for making our children learn. would they not learn otherwise if they hadnt thrown all of this fantasy in it? at age 4 could they not grasp teh ABCs and 123s if a fairy didn't teach them how to on PBS? it is so they would pay attention? i'm not sure.. because how would we know if they wont pay attnetion to other things if they only immediatly go into the fantasy world? i mean.. really. our imagination is a ranbow that takes us anyway, it takes us to a pot of gold: HAPPINESS. that is our gold. however, we want gold gold, we want money. and when we found out that the pot og gold wasn't what we thought it was, we left it behind and found the truth. that a rainbow is not in fact what we had thought. am i the only one who thinks about these things?
i want to hear your thoughts, so place eitehr comment or write about it your blog or journal. because i wanna know if anything i just said made any sense at all. i want to continue talking so bad it hurts not too but i really am dizzy and i have to finish that mona lisa story.
'
please expand upon everthing and make me feel my writing is worth it. please do.
i love you all more tahn you could ever grasp,
with love, maddness, and probably one of few still with an imagination like a rainbow,
miss rachel
// posted by RACH @ 7:54 PM 
