1.23.2005
you've been
thunderstuck
ac/dc
i know i already updated today, but oh well. eveyones watching the pats game. i've been looking at peoples journals, and recently came across mark maneys and i found like, this questionarie thing. i loove questiuonaiers, so i copyed and pasted so i could fill it out. cuz im that cool. haha. okey dokey here we go:
YOU
What is your name?: rachel
Are you named after anyone?: not that i know of
What's your screename?: sweet xcharadex
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: I doubt i'd ever become famous
BASICS
Your gender: female
Straight/Gay/Bi: straight
Single?: yes
If not, do you want to be?: but i am
Birthdate: september 28, 1989 (that means i can drive the regular age.. IN YOUR FACE)
Your age: 15
Age you act: umm, sometimes 10 sometimes 70. heck, i dont know.
Age you wish you were: 18
Your height: 5'4"??
Eye color: brown
Happy with it?: i love my eyes: big brown and b e a utiful
Hair color: i dont even know.. blond? brown? dirty blond? it could be grey for all i know
Happy with it?: how should i know, i dono what the heck the color even is!
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: ambidextrous
Your living arrangement: step dad and mom
Have any pets?: 3 dogs
Whats your job?: i wish i had one. student i guess
Piercings?: 2 on each ear
Tattoos?: nope
Obsessions?: m&ms?
Addictions?: m&ms?
Do you speak another language?: spanish and a bit of greek
Have a favorite quote?: cheerio i guess
Do you have a webpage?: yeah, this one. oh plus a picture one but don't ask for it cuz i have no idea what it is. shows how great my memory is
DEEP THOUGHTS
Do you live in the moment?: usually i try too.
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: yes
Do you have any secrets?: tons
Do you hate yourself?: not usually
Do you like your handwriting?: i dono, its handwriting.. who really cares?
Do you have any bad habits?: yup
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: DON'T WATCH THIS MOVIE CUZ YOU WON'T UNDERSTAND ANY OF IT (its better to warn in advance)
Can you sing?: i think so
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: nah, i gave up on that a long time ago
Are you a loner?: nope
What are your #1 priorities in life?: how can you ahve a number one priorities? (one is singular, priorities is plural) I HATE WRONG GRAMMER its NUMBER ONE PRIORITY gosh!
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: nah, i'd be like "eww shes so wierd"
Are you a daredevil?: hmm.. i dono. i dare to be different
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: i hate my indecisiveness and i fear it will hurt other people
Are you passive or agressive?: depends what the situation is
Do you have a journal?: this one
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: hmm, probably be more.. hmm.. i just dont know. maybe be less indecisive?
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: nope, not at all
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: tons of stuff
What do you like the most about your body?: blah i dont know... i actually like my eyes a lot
Do you think you are good looking?: you tell me
Are you confident?: depends under what circumstances
What is the fictional character you are most like?: wonder woman (obviously) haha
Are you perceived wrongly?: sometimes
DO YOU...
Smoke?: never
Do drugs?: nope
Read the newspaper?: i read it today.. every word (i was that bored)
Pray?: sometimes.. i use the term too loosley though
Go to church?: sometimes
Talk to strangers who IM you?: yeah
Sleep with stuffed animals?: nope, not recently
Take walks in the rain?: depends if its a thunderstorm or not...
Talk to people even though you hate them?: sometimes
Like to drive fast?: yessss
WOULD YOU/ HAVE YOU EVER
Liked your voice?: yeah sometimes, then it gets really annoying
Hurt yourself?: not on purpose
Been out of the country?: i wishh
Eaten something that made other people sick?: what does that have to do with anything.. i dont know
Been in love?: nope, said i have? yes
Done drugs?: did i already answer this? NO
Gone skinny dipping?: nope
Had a medical emergency?: i dont think so
Had surgery?: yes
Ran away from home?: no, wished i had: yes
Played strip poker?: yes
Gotten beaten up?: nope
Beaten someone up?: verbally: yes, physically: not yet
Been picked on?: all the time
Been on stage?: yes
Slept outdoors?: yes
Thought about suicide?: maybe once or twice
Pulled an all nighter?: yes
If yes, what is your record?: doesnt all nighter mean all night? you cant really HAVE a record for that it'd be all night, or not all night, because if it wasnt all night then it wasnt an all nighter, come on people, lets use our heads
Gone one day without food?: yes
Talked on the phone all night?: haha yes
Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex? i havent slept with the opposite sex in teh first place
Slept all day?: when i was little
Killed someone?: nope wish i could: yes
Met a famous person?: yup
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: no
On purpose?: never
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: once and i learned my lesson
Stolen anything?: nope
Been on radio/tv?: i wish
Been in a mosh-pit?: yes (switchfoot concert baby YEAH)
Had a nervous breakdown?: more then one
Believe in life on other planets?: umm, i try not too
Miracles?: sometimes
Astrology?: yes
God?: i dont know, no? well, i really am i not sure at alll what i believe
Ghosts?: i sooo try not too but ihave nightmares abuot them all teh time.. dose that mean that i do believe in them??
Luck?: usually no
Love at first sight?: noo
THEOLOGY
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: i dont know
Do you think God has a gender?: i dont even know its tehres a god
Do you believe in organized religion?: i dono
Where do you think we go when we die?: in a coffin, tehn under the ground, well sometimes were creamated adn we go in a jar or something
FRIENDS
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yup
Who is your best friend?: hmm.. be
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: no one
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: dont worry about it
Your favourite inside joke?: oh god i have way to many and i'd love to explain all of them but i can't possibly
Who's your longest known friend?: kati mckinney
Newest?: hmm... boog?
Shyest?: jenny or tina
Funniest?: be
Sweetest?: be or boog
Closest?: Hmmmm donno
Weirdest?: boog or kati, definetally (haha)
Smartest?: hmm.. i dono, we're all smart! kati or tina
Ditziest?: boog hahaha
Friends you miss being close to the most?: kayla jernegan, i really miss it
Last person you talked to online?: be
Who are you on the phone with most?: bret
Who do you trust most?: i dont really trust anyone, not even myself
Who listens to your problems?: be, jenny, boog, tina, nat, everyone, they listen where or not they even want too haha
Who do you fight most with?: erica, or dan (he doesnt know it though)
Who's the nicest?: i cant decide!
Who's your second family?: pam, kati and bob cuz i've known them FOREVER (i would say kayla jernegan but her and i arent that close, if you'd asked me a while ago i would have said them def too)
Do you always feel understood?: not always, but i do sometimes
Who's the loudest friend?: nat haha
Do you trust others easily?: nope
Who's house were you last at?: be's!
Do your friends know you?: they know a lot about me! not everything though, as much as i'm willing to tell
Friend that lives farthest away: hmm, lemme think umm... i dont know
LOVE AND SUCH
Do you consider love a mistake?: i dono a lot about love
What do you find romantic?: hmm, i dono, romance is really complicated sometimes
Turn-on?: tall dark and handsome. haha , well no im not sure, funny, relativley smart, attractive, outgoing, happy, understanding, caring, not too easy going, respectful yet a little agressive
Turn-off?: sheer stubborness, stupidity, haveing no respect, lying, cheeting, concietedness
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them: yes, then i know if i wanan date them or not
Have you ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to ask
a guy out: yes
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: i hope so haha
What is best about the opposite sex?: that they'r sometimes a challenge i guess
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: i dono, i dont wanna make any generalizations
What's the last present someone gave you?: ummm... hmm... i cant remember
THE LAST PERSON
That haunted you?: a stupid ghost that lives in my hosue that i am DEATHLY afraid of like.. i mean, seriously
You wanted to kill?: Dan
That you laughed at?: my dadddyyy
That laughed at you?: probably be and tina
You went shopping with?: hmm... i cant remember
You saw a movie with?: be and tina when we watched napoleon
You talked to on the phone?: my mom!
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: boog
You saw?: my dad and nana and papa
You lost?: hmm.. my greatgrandfather
AT THIS MOMENT
Are you going out?: nope
What are you wearing right now?: the necessary undergarments, long sleeved shirt, sweatshirt, and jeans, oh and socks! (its kinda cold at this house)
What are you worried about right now?: that i wont wet my pants cuz i have to go the bathroom so incredibly bad but i wanna finish answering all these first
What book are you reading?: well ike 2468260820689, but i just finished (about an hour ago) You Dont Know Me (which is actaully Bret's book, its reallyy good)
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: happy, cold, havetogotothebathroom, feelinganticipation:wouldthatbe"anticipated?" hmm, oh and tight:like:havetostreachcuzi'msotight
Are you bored?: sorta, not really now that i have something to do
anyway yeah, there ya go! everything you wanted to knwo about me... almost. anything else just IM me. well i have to go to the bathroom just as bad as we want to see the pats win this football game. in other words totallyextremelyoverwhelminglyundescribibly bad. yeah. thats it.
with the need for a bathroom, more layers of socks, and anotehrcd to listen too cuz this ac/dc one is getting old,
RACHEL MILLER DAMMIT
ac/dc
i know i already updated today, but oh well. eveyones watching the pats game. i've been looking at peoples journals, and recently came across mark maneys and i found like, this questionarie thing. i loove questiuonaiers, so i copyed and pasted so i could fill it out. cuz im that cool. haha. okey dokey here we go:
YOU
What is your name?: rachel
Are you named after anyone?: not that i know of
What's your screename?: sweet xcharadex
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: I doubt i'd ever become famous
BASICS
Your gender: female
Straight/Gay/Bi: straight
Single?: yes
If not, do you want to be?: but i am
Birthdate: september 28, 1989 (that means i can drive the regular age.. IN YOUR FACE)
Your age: 15
Age you act: umm, sometimes 10 sometimes 70. heck, i dont know.
Age you wish you were: 18
Your height: 5'4"??
Eye color: brown
Happy with it?: i love my eyes: big brown and b e a utiful
Hair color: i dont even know.. blond? brown? dirty blond? it could be grey for all i know
Happy with it?: how should i know, i dono what the heck the color even is!
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: ambidextrous
Your living arrangement: step dad and mom
Have any pets?: 3 dogs
Whats your job?: i wish i had one. student i guess
Piercings?: 2 on each ear
Tattoos?: nope
Obsessions?: m&ms?
Addictions?: m&ms?
Do you speak another language?: spanish and a bit of greek
Have a favorite quote?: cheerio i guess
Do you have a webpage?: yeah, this one. oh plus a picture one but don't ask for it cuz i have no idea what it is. shows how great my memory is
DEEP THOUGHTS
Do you live in the moment?: usually i try too.
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: yes
Do you have any secrets?: tons
Do you hate yourself?: not usually
Do you like your handwriting?: i dono, its handwriting.. who really cares?
Do you have any bad habits?: yup
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: DON'T WATCH THIS MOVIE CUZ YOU WON'T UNDERSTAND ANY OF IT (its better to warn in advance)
Can you sing?: i think so
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: nah, i gave up on that a long time ago
Are you a loner?: nope
What are your #1 priorities in life?: how can you ahve a number one priorities? (one is singular, priorities is plural) I HATE WRONG GRAMMER its NUMBER ONE PRIORITY gosh!
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: nah, i'd be like "eww shes so wierd"
Are you a daredevil?: hmm.. i dono. i dare to be different
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: i hate my indecisiveness and i fear it will hurt other people
Are you passive or agressive?: depends what the situation is
Do you have a journal?: this one
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: hmm, probably be more.. hmm.. i just dont know. maybe be less indecisive?
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: nope, not at all
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: tons of stuff
What do you like the most about your body?: blah i dont know... i actually like my eyes a lot
Do you think you are good looking?: you tell me
Are you confident?: depends under what circumstances
What is the fictional character you are most like?: wonder woman (obviously) haha
Are you perceived wrongly?: sometimes
DO YOU...
Smoke?: never
Do drugs?: nope
Read the newspaper?: i read it today.. every word (i was that bored)
Pray?: sometimes.. i use the term too loosley though
Go to church?: sometimes
Talk to strangers who IM you?: yeah
Sleep with stuffed animals?: nope, not recently
Take walks in the rain?: depends if its a thunderstorm or not...
Talk to people even though you hate them?: sometimes
Like to drive fast?: yessss
WOULD YOU/ HAVE YOU EVER
Liked your voice?: yeah sometimes, then it gets really annoying
Hurt yourself?: not on purpose
Been out of the country?: i wishh
Eaten something that made other people sick?: what does that have to do with anything.. i dont know
Been in love?: nope, said i have? yes
Done drugs?: did i already answer this? NO
Gone skinny dipping?: nope
Had a medical emergency?: i dont think so
Had surgery?: yes
Ran away from home?: no, wished i had: yes
Played strip poker?: yes
Gotten beaten up?: nope
Beaten someone up?: verbally: yes, physically: not yet
Been picked on?: all the time
Been on stage?: yes
Slept outdoors?: yes
Thought about suicide?: maybe once or twice
Pulled an all nighter?: yes
If yes, what is your record?: doesnt all nighter mean all night? you cant really HAVE a record for that it'd be all night, or not all night, because if it wasnt all night then it wasnt an all nighter, come on people, lets use our heads
Gone one day without food?: yes
Talked on the phone all night?: haha yes
Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex? i havent slept with the opposite sex in teh first place
Slept all day?: when i was little
Killed someone?: nope wish i could: yes
Met a famous person?: yup
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: no
On purpose?: never
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: once and i learned my lesson
Stolen anything?: nope
Been on radio/tv?: i wish
Been in a mosh-pit?: yes (switchfoot concert baby YEAH)
Had a nervous breakdown?: more then one
Believe in life on other planets?: umm, i try not too
Miracles?: sometimes
Astrology?: yes
God?: i dont know, no? well, i really am i not sure at alll what i believe
Ghosts?: i sooo try not too but ihave nightmares abuot them all teh time.. dose that mean that i do believe in them??
Luck?: usually no
Love at first sight?: noo
THEOLOGY
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: i dont know
Do you think God has a gender?: i dont even know its tehres a god
Do you believe in organized religion?: i dono
Where do you think we go when we die?: in a coffin, tehn under the ground, well sometimes were creamated adn we go in a jar or something
FRIENDS
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yup
Who is your best friend?: hmm.. be
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: no one
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: dont worry about it
Your favourite inside joke?: oh god i have way to many and i'd love to explain all of them but i can't possibly
Who's your longest known friend?: kati mckinney
Newest?: hmm... boog?
Shyest?: jenny or tina
Funniest?: be
Sweetest?: be or boog
Closest?: Hmmmm donno
Weirdest?: boog or kati, definetally (haha)
Smartest?: hmm.. i dono, we're all smart! kati or tina
Ditziest?: boog hahaha
Friends you miss being close to the most?: kayla jernegan, i really miss it
Last person you talked to online?: be
Who are you on the phone with most?: bret
Who do you trust most?: i dont really trust anyone, not even myself
Who listens to your problems?: be, jenny, boog, tina, nat, everyone, they listen where or not they even want too haha
Who do you fight most with?: erica, or dan (he doesnt know it though)
Who's the nicest?: i cant decide!
Who's your second family?: pam, kati and bob cuz i've known them FOREVER (i would say kayla jernegan but her and i arent that close, if you'd asked me a while ago i would have said them def too)
Do you always feel understood?: not always, but i do sometimes
Who's the loudest friend?: nat haha
Do you trust others easily?: nope
Who's house were you last at?: be's!
Do your friends know you?: they know a lot about me! not everything though, as much as i'm willing to tell
Friend that lives farthest away: hmm, lemme think umm... i dont know
LOVE AND SUCH
Do you consider love a mistake?: i dono a lot about love
What do you find romantic?: hmm, i dono, romance is really complicated sometimes
Turn-on?: tall dark and handsome. haha , well no im not sure, funny, relativley smart, attractive, outgoing, happy, understanding, caring, not too easy going, respectful yet a little agressive
Turn-off?: sheer stubborness, stupidity, haveing no respect, lying, cheeting, concietedness
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them: yes, then i know if i wanan date them or not
Have you ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to ask
a guy out: yes
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: i hope so haha
What is best about the opposite sex?: that they'r sometimes a challenge i guess
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: i dono, i dont wanna make any generalizations
What's the last present someone gave you?: ummm... hmm... i cant remember
THE LAST PERSON
That haunted you?: a stupid ghost that lives in my hosue that i am DEATHLY afraid of like.. i mean, seriously
You wanted to kill?: Dan
That you laughed at?: my dadddyyy
That laughed at you?: probably be and tina
You went shopping with?: hmm... i cant remember
You saw a movie with?: be and tina when we watched napoleon
You talked to on the phone?: my mom!
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: boog
You saw?: my dad and nana and papa
You lost?: hmm.. my greatgrandfather
AT THIS MOMENT
Are you going out?: nope
What are you wearing right now?: the necessary undergarments, long sleeved shirt, sweatshirt, and jeans, oh and socks! (its kinda cold at this house)
What are you worried about right now?: that i wont wet my pants cuz i have to go the bathroom so incredibly bad but i wanna finish answering all these first
What book are you reading?: well ike 2468260820689, but i just finished (about an hour ago) You Dont Know Me (which is actaully Bret's book, its reallyy good)
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: happy, cold, havetogotothebathroom, feelinganticipation:wouldthatbe"anticipated?" hmm, oh and tight:like:havetostreachcuzi'msotight
Are you bored?: sorta, not really now that i have something to do
anyway yeah, there ya go! everything you wanted to knwo about me... almost. anything else just IM me. well i have to go to the bathroom just as bad as we want to see the pats win this football game. in other words totallyextremelyoverwhelminglyundescribibly bad. yeah. thats it.
with the need for a bathroom, more layers of socks, and anotehrcd to listen too cuz this ac/dc one is getting old,
RACHEL MILLER DAMMIT