You're my sweet charade

well ok, yeah i know i havent updated in like... well basically forever. but let me explain myself. ok, so, just like any other teenagers room, mine is a bombscene. i mean like, the damage done is far worse than what all those countries look like after the hurricanes hit. yeah, theres a way to put it into perspective for ya. ok so anyway, my mom and dan go crazy if it's not clean and they found out that sending me to my room DOES NOT WORK. because you see, just because im not in my room it means i'll clean it. nope. no way. i have my comp! my lovely computor, my savior. well anyway, so dan took away my internet crad. AHHHH. wtf? i was starting to clean it! it takes me a little while to do things, and hes known me 11 years, don't ya think he would have given me a bit of slack? anyway so thats why.


so thats why i havent been on IM either.



im writing this at my moms work and i'll hopefully talk again but now shes ushering me out the door cuz its wayyyy past when we were supposed to leave.


also:
i read this quote in the bathroom on the wal

"luck is what happens when preperation meets oppurtunity" interesting huh?

well, i'm lucky for my friends but i wasn't prepared for how wierd they'd be. hahah, ok well i g2g.

love you all! i mean it! thank for everything!


rachel e miller.