1.15.2005
for as long you live and high you fly
and smiles you'll give and tears you'll cry
and all you touch and all you see
is all your life will ever be.
now, im not saying "be greedy." im saying "take advantage of what you have." precisley.
"the smiles you'll give and tear you'll cry." the smiles you give. give smiles. i makes other peoples days! say your having a horrible day, nothings gone right. then suddenly someone who you think doesn't even know you exists.. smiles at you! and you know for one second, that you crossed their mind. we like being looked at. we like attention, good attention that is. when other people smile, that means they;re happy right? so if someone smiles at you, you made them happy. tears you'll cry. girls and boys, you have to take the good witht he bad. plus, its always good to cry. relieve some of that stress. carefully remove that giant load of anxiety off your back. if you never cry, then you'll be miserable. crying, people think, means that people are sad or depressed or miserable. wrong. i mean, sure you may feel at that momeny sad or whatnot, but if you never cry, you'll feel worse. if youre always smiling and never cry then you end up botteling stuff up inside of you. not a good thing. never a good thing. and if your' always crying then you ever undestand or get to expierce how good oyu feel after wards. after you cry, the first laugh you make is golden. when you laugh for the first time after feeling down a feeling of accomplishment should overcome you. you should think "that felt good, im glad i let that out because if i didn't then this wouldn't be a sincere laugh, i would still be pretending to be ok." its golden. its important. you should cry as many times as you lagh to really be balanced. or at least, thats how i look at it.
"all you touch and all you see." experience. your not going to be open to as many oppurtunites in you life... ever. so take your chances with things. its not just because you'll have exciting stories to tell, its because of how you feel in that exact moment when you think "im reallly doing this." get goosebumps. its that feeling of excitment and exhileration and apprehention all rolled into one. all rolled into you. into your heart. and your mind. you're feeling things you just can't even begin to explain. but you know your feeling them. touch. process. see. watch. trtavel to paris to see the eifell tower just to experience that breathtaking moment when you stand under and realize you cant tip your neck back far enough to have the top in sight. travel to africa to run your finger along the neck of a tiger. a real one. just to experience that texture on your finger tips, and have control over the fierce animal. you will never learn anyhting if you dont take chances and experience things. i sut wont. sure people can tell you stories but those are thier stories. not yours. if anything, your story is that they told you a stroy. and thats all you have. someone elses memory. what god is that? you have to be in their shoes to catch the full effect. then you think "now i understand." understanding is a very good thing my friends.
"is all your life will ever be." life is not judged on how much money you make, because moeny is a matial that comes and goes. it is how far you will travel to live. the distance you will go to learn. your angle to strive for success. how hard you push yourself. how many times you ever help another person. how many lives you save. not how many lives you take away. you take away a someones something when you have thier money. maybe its their dinner, or a new pair of shoes, maybe it's their hope. that is why you cannot measure how good a life was with money. because the more you have, the less someone else has. easy as that. dollar bills travel all over the world. that $5 bill in your wallet could have been in the hands of a queen in Europe at one time. it could have been on a cruise ship down in the carribean at one time. it has a stroy. you need a story. travel. travel with that bill so it may have another place on its history record. everything oyu do either takes away points or adds points to your life. your decisions. your feelings. every time you feel greed you lose one point. every time you feel jelous you lose two points. every time you feel insecure, you lose three points. every time you lose a life, you lose however many points that life had gained. perople strive for succes, and if they do their best, they earn more than can be imagined. if you rid of this life, you lose however many points they had gained from all their hardwork. its simple once you realize it. thats why you hve to always be trying to reach the top. higher than the top of the mountian. build yourself a ladder on top of mount everest. go higher. farther. motavate yourself. because you might never know when you put someone down. sincerily smiling at somone gets you ten points. pretending to smile does nothing. it does nothing for oyu and for the other person because they know, they can sense if its real. and thers no point in pretending to smile. do as much as you can and dont waste time. just dont. if you do you;ll regret it. be your best. not the best. your best. because trying to be the best is stressful, and unhealthy. being your best is satisfying.
and thats my sermon for the day. i love trying to pass on my knowledgfe to people. im really looking into being some kind of social worker. or psyciatrist. or something. i dont know exactly. i want to help. any questions comments or concerns feel free to contact me. sn = sweetxcharadex .
yees yes. today is the day of the semi! kerry lerry and cristina are coming over at about four. fun times ahead girlies! i awoke about 8 this morning adn the first thing i did was make brownies. yup. im bring them to the school soon. in about 20 miniutes.
eww , erica ust turned on some retarted radio station. im sorry. i dont mean to insult. i just dont like rap. rap crap. i thinkits vulger, "playas" "gangsta" those are not labels to be proud of! you lose 3 points. news flash; girls dont like "playas." only if they are sluts or prostitutes. they don't like "gangstas" eitehr because gangs are dangerous. violent./ bloodshed. no way josay. SUPRISE. all you thought is really wrong... how do you feel?
>:0.
are you getting any of this? im sorry. maybe im like, moving to fast. i ahve to slow down. except its just hard to physically slwo down when mat=ntally im moving at about 800 mph. i really hope you all undertstand how i feel about things. being intellectual, because if you are not, then you'll mis out on things that im trying to say. im want to help put your minds into perspective and i want ot be successful. i'm helping. or at least, trying to. i hope you take some time to understan what i write because i want you to truley understand where i'm coming from. im sorry for you if you think what i write is a big jumble an dis sheer nonsense. maybe it really is.
i'm slowly teaching you themeaning of life. as of right now i don't know what it is. to help others. to live like youre going to die tomorrow. to care about yourself and others equally. to not take life to seriously, but to take it well as it comes. donate. give advice. support. smile.
i'm tierd, all of this preaching is giving me a headache. i may update later, but i probably wont. just being truthful! oh yeah, thats another one, always tell the truth.you get no points for it, because its expect of you, but if you lie then you lose 3.
love you dearly!
with about 100,000 things running through my mind speeding at about 800 mph, and less anticipation for the semi than i had anticipated,
rach.
and all you touch and all you see
is all your life will ever be.
now, im not saying "be greedy." im saying "take advantage of what you have." precisley.
"the smiles you'll give and tear you'll cry." the smiles you give. give smiles. i makes other peoples days! say your having a horrible day, nothings gone right. then suddenly someone who you think doesn't even know you exists.. smiles at you! and you know for one second, that you crossed their mind. we like being looked at. we like attention, good attention that is. when other people smile, that means they;re happy right? so if someone smiles at you, you made them happy. tears you'll cry. girls and boys, you have to take the good witht he bad. plus, its always good to cry. relieve some of that stress. carefully remove that giant load of anxiety off your back. if you never cry, then you'll be miserable. crying, people think, means that people are sad or depressed or miserable. wrong. i mean, sure you may feel at that momeny sad or whatnot, but if you never cry, you'll feel worse. if youre always smiling and never cry then you end up botteling stuff up inside of you. not a good thing. never a good thing. and if your' always crying then you ever undestand or get to expierce how good oyu feel after wards. after you cry, the first laugh you make is golden. when you laugh for the first time after feeling down a feeling of accomplishment should overcome you. you should think "that felt good, im glad i let that out because if i didn't then this wouldn't be a sincere laugh, i would still be pretending to be ok." its golden. its important. you should cry as many times as you lagh to really be balanced. or at least, thats how i look at it.
"all you touch and all you see." experience. your not going to be open to as many oppurtunites in you life... ever. so take your chances with things. its not just because you'll have exciting stories to tell, its because of how you feel in that exact moment when you think "im reallly doing this." get goosebumps. its that feeling of excitment and exhileration and apprehention all rolled into one. all rolled into you. into your heart. and your mind. you're feeling things you just can't even begin to explain. but you know your feeling them. touch. process. see. watch. trtavel to paris to see the eifell tower just to experience that breathtaking moment when you stand under and realize you cant tip your neck back far enough to have the top in sight. travel to africa to run your finger along the neck of a tiger. a real one. just to experience that texture on your finger tips, and have control over the fierce animal. you will never learn anyhting if you dont take chances and experience things. i sut wont. sure people can tell you stories but those are thier stories. not yours. if anything, your story is that they told you a stroy. and thats all you have. someone elses memory. what god is that? you have to be in their shoes to catch the full effect. then you think "now i understand." understanding is a very good thing my friends.
"is all your life will ever be." life is not judged on how much money you make, because moeny is a matial that comes and goes. it is how far you will travel to live. the distance you will go to learn. your angle to strive for success. how hard you push yourself. how many times you ever help another person. how many lives you save. not how many lives you take away. you take away a someones something when you have thier money. maybe its their dinner, or a new pair of shoes, maybe it's their hope. that is why you cannot measure how good a life was with money. because the more you have, the less someone else has. easy as that. dollar bills travel all over the world. that $5 bill in your wallet could have been in the hands of a queen in Europe at one time. it could have been on a cruise ship down in the carribean at one time. it has a stroy. you need a story. travel. travel with that bill so it may have another place on its history record. everything oyu do either takes away points or adds points to your life. your decisions. your feelings. every time you feel greed you lose one point. every time you feel jelous you lose two points. every time you feel insecure, you lose three points. every time you lose a life, you lose however many points that life had gained. perople strive for succes, and if they do their best, they earn more than can be imagined. if you rid of this life, you lose however many points they had gained from all their hardwork. its simple once you realize it. thats why you hve to always be trying to reach the top. higher than the top of the mountian. build yourself a ladder on top of mount everest. go higher. farther. motavate yourself. because you might never know when you put someone down. sincerily smiling at somone gets you ten points. pretending to smile does nothing. it does nothing for oyu and for the other person because they know, they can sense if its real. and thers no point in pretending to smile. do as much as you can and dont waste time. just dont. if you do you;ll regret it. be your best. not the best. your best. because trying to be the best is stressful, and unhealthy. being your best is satisfying.
and thats my sermon for the day. i love trying to pass on my knowledgfe to people. im really looking into being some kind of social worker. or psyciatrist. or something. i dont know exactly. i want to help. any questions comments or concerns feel free to contact me. sn = sweetxcharadex .
yees yes. today is the day of the semi! kerry lerry and cristina are coming over at about four. fun times ahead girlies! i awoke about 8 this morning adn the first thing i did was make brownies. yup. im bring them to the school soon. in about 20 miniutes.
eww , erica ust turned on some retarted radio station. im sorry. i dont mean to insult. i just dont like rap. rap crap. i thinkits vulger, "playas" "gangsta" those are not labels to be proud of! you lose 3 points. news flash; girls dont like "playas." only if they are sluts or prostitutes. they don't like "gangstas" eitehr because gangs are dangerous. violent./ bloodshed. no way josay. SUPRISE. all you thought is really wrong... how do you feel?
>:0.
are you getting any of this? im sorry. maybe im like, moving to fast. i ahve to slow down. except its just hard to physically slwo down when mat=ntally im moving at about 800 mph. i really hope you all undertstand how i feel about things. being intellectual, because if you are not, then you'll mis out on things that im trying to say. im want to help put your minds into perspective and i want ot be successful. i'm helping. or at least, trying to. i hope you take some time to understan what i write because i want you to truley understand where i'm coming from. im sorry for you if you think what i write is a big jumble an dis sheer nonsense. maybe it really is.
i'm slowly teaching you themeaning of life. as of right now i don't know what it is. to help others. to live like youre going to die tomorrow. to care about yourself and others equally. to not take life to seriously, but to take it well as it comes. donate. give advice. support. smile.
i'm tierd, all of this preaching is giving me a headache. i may update later, but i probably wont. just being truthful! oh yeah, thats another one, always tell the truth.you get no points for it, because its expect of you, but if you lie then you lose 3.
love you dearly!
with about 100,000 things running through my mind speeding at about 800 mph, and less anticipation for the semi than i had anticipated,
rach.
// posted by RACH @ 2:30 PM 
