10.27.2004
time is never time at all
you can never ever leave without leaving a piece of youth
and our lives are forever changed
we will never be the same
the more you change the less you feel
believe,
believe in me,
believe that life can change,
that you're not stuck in vain
we're not the same,
we're different tonight
tonight, so bright tonight
and you know you're never sure
but you're sure you could be right
if you held yourself up to the light
and the embers never fade in your city
by the lake the place where you were born
believe,
believe in me,
believe in the resolute urgency of now
and if you believe there's not a chance tonight
tonight, so bright tonight
we'll crucify the insincere
tonight we'll make things right,
we'll feel it all tonight
we'll find a way
to offer up the night
tonight the indescribable moments of your life
tonight the impossible is possible
tonight believe in me as i believe in you, tonight
the smashing pumpkins. yeah, you know what im talking about.
such a touching song. i got tears in my eyes when i heard it. you wanna know wher ei got it from? look at this slide show http://www.reilystudios.com/gosox.html its just... its soooo good. i want you all to hear it. even if you are against the red sox, (which by the way in that case you would deserve a slapping).
dance class was ok today. my knee wickedddd hurts. i got to lead in EVERY SINGLE CLASS today.. *SMILE*. jazz, ballet, jazz and hip hop. i looooved it. i love being a good dancer haha. aaaand miss patti, my teacher, said theres this class on saturdays from like.. 11 to 12 or 12 to 1 or something like that, and its for people who realllyy want to excel in ballet. im thinking of taking it. like.. im seriousy considering it. i might go to college for this stuff. shes already got me teaching classes, and today, since she usually doesnt do hip hop, (miss sara does) she couldnt do anything cuz iof her knee, its broken or something, and like, she had to substitue for miss sara who was reaallyy sick. but since miss patti couldnt do anything, she had me teach the class. and said i did an excellent job *SMILE* aaaand she said that sooner or later all she would need to do is call up me and have me substitute so she wouldnt even need to come at all.. but thats later on. i will get to someday though. i'd be sooo great to make my career as a dance teacher at this place. im lovin it. i hope she wasnt kidding haha. its only.. 17 more months till i can drive, thats IT.. thats... ONLY 459 days! so then i could driiiive myself to work.. and when i get there and have allll the little kids say "Miss Rachel, Miss Rachel, can you show me the step one more time?" *sigh*.. it'd be soooo great.
and PLUS i really like the other teachers there. yeah so anyway, theres my goal for ya'll.
barbizon called me and invited me to this thing coming up on sunday, i realllyy wanted to go, but i cant cuz its allll the way in BURLINGTON. yeah, like im gonna, no wait, like my MOM is gonna drive me all the way out there. i wonder what its fooor anyway. they say they're doing a talent search. moreen or however you spell it called me, she sounds realllyy nice. too bad i had to call her back today and tell her i cant go. *frown* its on HALLOWEEN. like people are gonna go to something on a holiday. well i can see why they would. but still, Barbizon is a reaaaally expensive top class place. the tuition is about $2,000 and thats CRAAAZY. $2,000??? are they out of thier MINDS? i cant even afford chap stick from brooks, much less classes from this place. man oh man.
math test tomorrow. i hate math. it realllly sucks. i fucking hate geometry. i dont see aaany point to it at ALL. when am i EVER going to use the base angle theorm in real life huh? tell me that much. and its at the end of the day. which is the worst possible timing cuz its one thing that i dont pay attention in math, and its another that i NEVER pay attention in last class cuz im too busy thinking ahead about how my afternoon is going to go. so... two negatives put together equals a stupid pointless geometry test. see? thats all the math i'll ever need to know. addition. and subtraction.
RED SOX ARE IN THE WORLD SERIES. can i get a "hell yeah"?i like.. totally messed up the whole thing i wrote about them not being in the series yet. i wrote that in... my second to last entry i think? oh well. haha. ok, so im not a baseball wiz. but that doesnt mean anything...
my lips are chapped, oh which reminds me, i have to get miss be some lip gloss for her birthday!!! and im getting her .................................................................................................!!! isnt it GREAT? i cant wait..!
ok im tierd, goodnight bye.
and our lives are forever changed
we will never be the same
the more you change the less you feel
believe,
believe in me,
believe that life can change,
that you're not stuck in vain
we're not the same,
we're different tonight
tonight, so bright tonight
and you know you're never sure
but you're sure you could be right
if you held yourself up to the light
and the embers never fade in your city
by the lake the place where you were born
believe,
believe in me,
believe in the resolute urgency of now
and if you believe there's not a chance tonight
tonight, so bright tonight
we'll crucify the insincere
tonight we'll make things right,
we'll feel it all tonight
we'll find a way
to offer up the night
tonight the indescribable moments of your life
tonight the impossible is possible
tonight believe in me as i believe in you, tonight
the smashing pumpkins. yeah, you know what im talking about.
such a touching song. i got tears in my eyes when i heard it. you wanna know wher ei got it from? look at this slide show http://www.reilystudios.com/gosox.html its just... its soooo good. i want you all to hear it. even if you are against the red sox, (which by the way in that case you would deserve a slapping).
dance class was ok today. my knee wickedddd hurts. i got to lead in EVERY SINGLE CLASS today.. *SMILE*. jazz, ballet, jazz and hip hop. i looooved it. i love being a good dancer haha. aaaand miss patti, my teacher, said theres this class on saturdays from like.. 11 to 12 or 12 to 1 or something like that, and its for people who realllyy want to excel in ballet. im thinking of taking it. like.. im seriousy considering it. i might go to college for this stuff. shes already got me teaching classes, and today, since she usually doesnt do hip hop, (miss sara does) she couldnt do anything cuz iof her knee, its broken or something, and like, she had to substitue for miss sara who was reaallyy sick. but since miss patti couldnt do anything, she had me teach the class. and said i did an excellent job *SMILE* aaaand she said that sooner or later all she would need to do is call up me and have me substitute so she wouldnt even need to come at all.. but thats later on. i will get to someday though. i'd be sooo great to make my career as a dance teacher at this place. im lovin it. i hope she wasnt kidding haha. its only.. 17 more months till i can drive, thats IT.. thats... ONLY 459 days! so then i could driiiive myself to work.. and when i get there and have allll the little kids say "Miss Rachel, Miss Rachel, can you show me the step one more time?" *sigh*.. it'd be soooo great.
and PLUS i really like the other teachers there. yeah so anyway, theres my goal for ya'll.
barbizon called me and invited me to this thing coming up on sunday, i realllyy wanted to go, but i cant cuz its allll the way in BURLINGTON. yeah, like im gonna, no wait, like my MOM is gonna drive me all the way out there. i wonder what its fooor anyway. they say they're doing a talent search. moreen or however you spell it called me, she sounds realllyy nice. too bad i had to call her back today and tell her i cant go. *frown* its on HALLOWEEN. like people are gonna go to something on a holiday. well i can see why they would. but still, Barbizon is a reaaaally expensive top class place. the tuition is about $2,000 and thats CRAAAZY. $2,000??? are they out of thier MINDS? i cant even afford chap stick from brooks, much less classes from this place. man oh man.
math test tomorrow. i hate math. it realllly sucks. i fucking hate geometry. i dont see aaany point to it at ALL. when am i EVER going to use the base angle theorm in real life huh? tell me that much. and its at the end of the day. which is the worst possible timing cuz its one thing that i dont pay attention in math, and its another that i NEVER pay attention in last class cuz im too busy thinking ahead about how my afternoon is going to go. so... two negatives put together equals a stupid pointless geometry test. see? thats all the math i'll ever need to know. addition. and subtraction.
RED SOX ARE IN THE WORLD SERIES. can i get a "hell yeah"?i like.. totally messed up the whole thing i wrote about them not being in the series yet. i wrote that in... my second to last entry i think? oh well. haha. ok, so im not a baseball wiz. but that doesnt mean anything...
my lips are chapped, oh which reminds me, i have to get miss be some lip gloss for her birthday!!! and im getting her .................................................................................................!!! isnt it GREAT? i cant wait..!
ok im tierd, goodnight bye.
// posted by RACH @ 10:00 PM 
