10.16.2004
may i have this dance?
All the Girls in the bathroom talking
who their gonna take to the sadie hawkins
sitting in the back of my next class nappin
gotta give a speech
then bowed to the clappin
then told a funny joke
and the whole class laughing
think i got a tan from the light in which I was baskin
scan the cafeteria for some good seating
I found a good spot by the cheerleaders eating
the quarter back asked me if I'd like a beating
i said that's one thing i wont be needing
since im rather smart and cunning
I took off down the next hall running
only to be stopped by a girl so stunning
she said "your smooth and good with talking
will you go with me ... to the sadie hawkins?"
yes, i do like relient k.. and yes, all the credit goes to Miss Be,
ok yesterday was fun fun fun!! it 3as the last day of spirit week. the day went pretty boring, the schedual was pc apps, math, lunch, english, then all grades to the auditorium. there, we all witnessed a kick ass talent show. however, it wasnt organized well at all, there were long intervals between each act which wasnt nessaceriy.. but oh well. the freshman started off, and first went Corkey, who played a song on his guiter and sang a long, i cant remember to who. but i think the title was two words and on of them was "back." i wicked wish i could remember. i took 2 picuters... up next was laura g, anna k, kerry a, breanna s, and olivia r. they did and AWESOME show. as usuall, bre and liv did thier acrobatic flips and gynastica and ariel stuff. it was wicked awesome. i got a perfect picture of the two of them in perfect unison doing some weird flip thing right nex to eachother, they were litterally like 5 feet off the ground. its SOOO cool. and kerry, anna, and laurlaur did a hip hop routine with then also and i got a 3 second video recording. which totally did on accident cuz i pressed the wrong button. but it was pretty neat. i think i took like.. picturew from thier preformance. up next the sofmores went, and this wickkeddddd funny black kid.. his name starts with K.. i cant remembe the rest, but anyway he did some kick ass dance moves to a mix of hip hop songs. ii record about 2 and a half minutes of it.. i stoped it just before he started pole dancing with the microphone.. you have to undertand that was SOOO funny. it takes guts to do that in front of an audience.. hahahahaha. and they also had emilie rogers preform with her guitar and she sang slong like corkey. i forget which song she did, but i do believe it was by the beatles. then the juniors did.. i think it was 2 preformances. i dont think i took any pictures... i know i wanted too. i cant remember... the seniors had 2 in think and i remember specifically the last one cuz it was soooo long but wicked good. it was this girl who was playing the piano. she was reallyyy good. OH YEAH another person played the piano too! he played the music man, i think he might have preformed for the juniors.. im not 100% sure though. and also, for the senrios, 3 girls, erika someone, pete mcgraths older sister, and someone else sang the birth of teh blues. they sang acapella, which takes a whole lott o guts. they were pretty good too. OH YEAH and i dont know if it was the juniors or the senrios, but a coupld of people did the last scene of napoleon dynamite, WHICH ROCKS, they preformed about half of his dance that HE did for the talent show, as THIER talent show act, aaand they showed a scene from the movie... it was wicked cool. they were both wearing Vote For Pedro shirts... i was litterally laughing my ass off, i ttok picutres but the lights were hardley on, so they didnt come on. which WICKED sucks. but oh well.. it was SoOoOoOoOo funny though. not everyone got it cuz they didnt see the movie. hahahaha, i cant beoieve they did that... it was soo cool.
so anyway, that was pretty cool!
aaand we also had to painfully witness a long game of musical chairs for the class competitions. of course we came in last, at one point john loeb was our only hope, and he failed us. DARNIT. i dont know who won that one.. i think it was the seniors though.
also, there was a teacher makeover thing. and we had to make over some guy, i think he was a science teacher but i really have no idea haha. we made him look like wheres waldo. it was kind of corney haha. the sofmores made theirs look like... i forget.. i guess it wasnt very funny if i forget then. the juniors dressed up thier teacher as Napolean Dynamite.. haha. it figures, and then the seniors did a WICKED good job at theirs, they had a bunch of teachers and they dressed each one up as a member from the flinstones, which came out perfect. i reallyyy liked theirs, im not gonna lie.
for that, we came in second place! behind the seniors, who are like.. unstoppable. i guess last year as juniors they won the most points for everything..
what else did we do? oh yeah, we completely embarassed our selves by attempting to sing "take me out to the ball game" that was WICKED bad, by the end of the song, i was teh only one standing up, with ten rows in front of me, and ten rows behind me full of people who were sitting down. i was like "WHAT THE FUCKING HELL" no one even cares. no one has any spirt at all. im reallyy dissapointed, i could have smacked them all. they think they look stupid when thier standing up, but they're really the stupid ones when they dont even try. aahhh but what ever i guess i cant do anything about it now. i booed the rest of my grade. or at least every who wasnt standing up. GOSH i was SO mad. lk;dfgjqfljlktwjlknjelnma.khbjarlkhaelktbjtae.knjtek.njae. *sigh* im ashamed. the seniors definetally one. we definetally came in last place, in if we didnt? then i think we should have. thats the consequence for our actions. im soooo ashamed to be part of such a lousy class who doesnt even give a damn. i didnt take a picture of that. i dont want to remember.
ummmm yeah
then after school i couldnt hang out with bret *tearrr, frown* cuz he had to go to his football game which was away in north andover, i wish i could have gone to cheer him on, but i never have a ride to anywhere. *another frown* anddd so i basically did nothing for a while untill 4 when i left to walk to jennys house who lives off broadway ave (by djs variety) and i hung out there for a while, eating her food. and then we walked back to the school, then walked to pomo's, and then she watched while i played a game of suicide with the band geeks. it was pretty fun. as usuall, no girls play anything so i was the only one playing, i didnt mind it thuogh. and then the band had to go and be and tina showed up and they played for a while, and then kerry a showed up. then we all went to the band room, then to the field, and then be and i walked back cuz i had to go to the bathroom before the game and get my camera. thats when we met up with laurlaur, and i took an awesome pic of her and be, and then i took one of all three of us. they came out WICKED good. i cant wait to hang them in my locker. and then i went to the field and the game started and i was in a half long sleeve t shirt, and shorts and i was raining and i was absolutely FROZEN.. i was blue.. it was soo cold. and so jenny and i ran back to the school and on our way ran into bret, jamie, matt ( i think thats his name, anyway, is jamies bf), and jen, and then ran to the school and whent to be's locker. in which i found 2 pairs of sweatpants (or so i thuoght they were sweatpants) and a sweat shirt, and i used jennys fone to call be who was at the staduim playing with the band and she told me i could borrow a pair of her pants.. i was like YESSSS she just abuot saved me from hypothermia. and then on our way out, i stopped to hang out with jen jamie her bf and bret while jenny went back to game. we were all waiting just outside the gate untill half time because after then, you can get in free. so we all to watch and it was FUN!!!! i really enjoyed it. not a lot of people were there at all at the near end of the game because there was a dance at the Prep which OF COURSE.. everyone had to go to. pft. anna took a great picture of me and bret, and a great picutre of kati. haha. i love it! dearly! aaaand what else? so the game ended and everyone left except for a few people who were helping out. aand i let bret go do his thing with the team, which was cleaning up and putting the equipment away and stuff so he can gets points for his jacket.. or something like that. and yeah by then it was reaining for the tenth time that game. so brets little brother, joey, erik, and i were standing under this GIANT umbrella.. i mean.// this thing was HUGE. i love it! but then i kind of backed off cuz joey was using it s a weapon and opening and closeing it wicked fast.. he could have poked somebody eye out. and erik was having a laughing attack and i just stood there watching waiting for bret to come back to save me from the scene. so everntually he did and he said he'd walk with me to the school cuz i had to go back and get all my stuff, so we did that. but none of the doors were open, which realllyyyy sucked. oh yeah by the way i was wearing his sweat shirt cuz he saw that i was cold, and he let me wear it *smile* i reallyy like it, its wicked comfy. i really like him... ok so then we walked and tried other doors for a bit and i rememebr that he had to go catch up with hid brother and his dad who were probably waiting for him, so i had to let him go for the night *frown*... i wish he could have stayed longer... so, we said our goodbyes and...
then i was left with just erik, and we had to sink so low as to practically banging the doors down by the cafe, until amanda bymark and eigth grader saw us and opened them from the inside, you see, there was a dance for the seventh graders and the eigth graders that night so the music was reallyyyy loud so no one heared us for a while haha. anway we wait up by the preforming arts center hallway with erik's brother wally haha. and they left at 8 30. so i was just sitting there alone, really wishing i had some company. *frown* i called my mom and told her i'd walk to pomos (which i did) and she could pick me up there (which she did) so i went to pomos where i hung out with ari, her cousin elise, amanda bon's older sister, jill, and elises brother and aris cousin, nate. and i had a delicious chicken salad sub. we watched see spot run or something on the t.v. i think that was wat it was. and we talking about how elise chocked once, i forget what it was on, but, it was pretty funny. so then they got picked up and i was alone there for like 2 muintes untill my mom came back cuz she had check in with me earlier and had to go to shaws which was right across the way. so then we went to pick erica up at the dance (the place where i had just been about 25 minutes earlier) and we all drove home. it was then that i realized i had bret's sweatshirt on still *smile* i love it... i also realized that he had sent me a text.. no wait.. two text's, i didnt hear the first one.. but i only noticed when he sent the second one saying goodnight and stuff. and i walsike "wait aminute i have to read the other one" so i sent him two, and i didnt hear back but thats ok cuz his phone was probably turned off. i really want to hang out this weekend, a movie or something.. i dono.
so today.. today today today today today. has either of you parents randomley ever come into your room and start "cleaning" it? when thier really just like.. going through your stuff? my mom did that today. i hated it. i was supposed to hang out with jena nd kayla too!!! and then shes like "you cant go cuz we need to clean out your room" ahh i was sooo mad. so i had to spend LITERALLY the whole day with her cleaning and rearranging, and at one point she yelled at me cuz i didnt understand why we needed a stupid extension cord. i still dont know why. that was pretty bad. i wanted to smack her. and then she rolled her eyes and sighed when i got the wrong size one. ITS THE ONLY ONE WE HAVE IN THE HOUSE. and the thing she was looking for wasent even an extension cord. i was like WHAT THE HECK? im sooo glad thats over. i hate cleaning. i hate organizing, i hate picking up things. i hate vacuming. i hate washing. i hate it all. im hiring a maid when i grow up. a maid that doesnt move anything around, all they do is clean the windows, dust, and vacuum. thats it. i hate it when people touch my stuff. i hate it when they re arrange, and organize it all too. my room may be clutterful, but i know where it all is. sort of. you see... im one of those "out of sight out of mind people" so if i cant see it, i forget about it, and forget to use it or do it or what not. that is why i like to have everything out where i can see it. If its not there, i dont care. im too lazy to look for things, much less put them away when im done.
at least its over now. but im still mad i couldnet hang out with kayla and jen, i was supposed to hang out with jen jamie and bret last weekend on monday really, but they had a change of plans, and now this time I had a change of plans. GOSH.
i really want to hang out with bret this weekend, i should call him or something. or maybe he'll call me... who knows.
someone said somethign about there being a dance tonight? i dont know... i didnt hear anything about it from the school or anything. maybe they just made it up to get my hopes up. who knows. not i. i wonder when we will have our first semi formal.. im so pumped.. i think its in the winter, december maybe... yeah im pretty sure its december. it should be soo muchh funn. i get to get dressed upall pretty... a semi formal... dresses right? tuxs? maybe? oo its like.. the real thing. haha. wow i sound like such a loser.
this post has turned out to be sooo much longer than i expected. i really should get back to work. im not completely done with cleaning my room up. you see... i did allll my laurndry today too, thats like... i washed every single thing i own, and now i get the pleasure of putting it all away, back on the hangers, bunched up in the drawers... YESS. and also, i need to put away all the stuff that was in my room, but isnt mine, which is a bigggg laundry basket full. (i dumped all my laurndry out, so now its in the miiddle of my floor. what a mess. at least teh carpet underneath it all is clean...
i found a bottle of lemon juice in my room today.. it was kind of weird. i dont know what i would do with that haha. what a random thing to find under your bed. i also found a gold hersheys kiss. never opened. i dont even like the gold kind, tehy have almonds... i think my mom ate it. cuz i cant find it anymore...
oh yeah, progress reports are in. i got a B+ in Pc Apps, which is ridiculus because i know i should have an A, how did i get a C+ on allll the excersizes we did? huh? tell me that will ya. im not unhappy with a B+ becaues its a good grade and all, im just unhappy that i was expecting better. oh well, i dont want to sound ungrateful. in honors spanish i got a B+, wihch i am happy with. i am kind of whacking myself on the head for getting a 77 on the unit test. cuz thats what bringing me down. well now i know what the next one is going to be like so i should do well. in honors geometry i most happily have recieved an A minus. i dont really understand whats going on at all in that class.. so i wasnt expecting such a high grade. *smile.* and last but not least i have an A in english. you seee, english is my favorite class. i loooove writing. i could become an author when i grow up, and am seriously comsidering it. English is also my easyist class. wich is a HUGE bummer. i'm i cp, but iwcked want to get bumped up to be in Honors, it would BE an honor. i dont think im getting challenged at all, which isnt the teachers fault. the kids that are in my class rarely ever do their homework, and complain all the time... i would love to be with a more mature crowd. enligh is my sevneth period class, so i have it all year. what i was thinking (comment on this PLEASE) was that when the second semester switch happens, i coudl switch into an honors english class. sound good? except, i might not be able to FIND a ninth grade honors english class that runs for half the year. because everyone i've talked to, all ninth graders, have told me that they're h english calss is this half of the year. maybe i coudl get into a sofmore cp class or something. i just really dont like what im in right now. tell me if you have any info about how i could find out to switch, or if you think its a good idea or not. i was thinking of just getting an easy A, but i really want to excell inenglish and learn and stuff, i want to be in a hard class. leave a comment!!!!
well well well, i think thats all folks, i cant believe i wrote this much, im such a procrastinatior, i really should go clean up the rest of my room. im wicked stressing this english thing though. like.. WICKED.
i wana hang out with bret. i wanna get into h eng. i wanna.. i wanna.. i wanna... go to sleep. im tierd.
i want to do alot of things.. i could list them all, but thats what i dont wanna do. i want you to know everything i am thinking right now. if i could write it down i would, im not sure hw i could organize it all so you could understand it. if i write it down, it wouldnt make any sense to anyone but me. but ihave to like.. let it all out, i dont know who is going to read this though. so ihave to watch what i say. ahhhhh who can i talk to!? anyone? anybody out there? diray, oh where art though? oh yeah, i rememebr, at the end of third grade i threw you out cuz you werent cool anymore. i need it back again. badly. GOSH.. i could go on alll night just saying how much i need to say but cant.
i love having his sweatshirt.. i dont know why exaclty. i just.. do. i wonder if he misses it as much as i miss him? wow.. im babbaling on ... again... GOSH. sombody stop me.
please.. just tell me to stop.
i knew this was going to happen... i could smell it, taste it, feel it. but never did i admit it. be, you know. but only you.
love you all, call me so i can have some one to chat too, or at least comment on SOMETHING.
with love to all my sugarboogers and tootsiepops, rachel
who their gonna take to the sadie hawkins
sitting in the back of my next class nappin
gotta give a speech
then bowed to the clappin
then told a funny joke
and the whole class laughing
think i got a tan from the light in which I was baskin
scan the cafeteria for some good seating
I found a good spot by the cheerleaders eating
the quarter back asked me if I'd like a beating
i said that's one thing i wont be needing
since im rather smart and cunning
I took off down the next hall running
only to be stopped by a girl so stunning
she said "your smooth and good with talking
will you go with me ... to the sadie hawkins?"
yes, i do like relient k.. and yes, all the credit goes to Miss Be,
ok yesterday was fun fun fun!! it 3as the last day of spirit week. the day went pretty boring, the schedual was pc apps, math, lunch, english, then all grades to the auditorium. there, we all witnessed a kick ass talent show. however, it wasnt organized well at all, there were long intervals between each act which wasnt nessaceriy.. but oh well. the freshman started off, and first went Corkey, who played a song on his guiter and sang a long, i cant remember to who. but i think the title was two words and on of them was "back." i wicked wish i could remember. i took 2 picuters... up next was laura g, anna k, kerry a, breanna s, and olivia r. they did and AWESOME show. as usuall, bre and liv did thier acrobatic flips and gynastica and ariel stuff. it was wicked awesome. i got a perfect picture of the two of them in perfect unison doing some weird flip thing right nex to eachother, they were litterally like 5 feet off the ground. its SOOO cool. and kerry, anna, and laurlaur did a hip hop routine with then also and i got a 3 second video recording. which totally did on accident cuz i pressed the wrong button. but it was pretty neat. i think i took like.. picturew from thier preformance. up next the sofmores went, and this wickkeddddd funny black kid.. his name starts with K.. i cant remembe the rest, but anyway he did some kick ass dance moves to a mix of hip hop songs. ii record about 2 and a half minutes of it.. i stoped it just before he started pole dancing with the microphone.. you have to undertand that was SOOO funny. it takes guts to do that in front of an audience.. hahahahaha. and they also had emilie rogers preform with her guitar and she sang slong like corkey. i forget which song she did, but i do believe it was by the beatles. then the juniors did.. i think it was 2 preformances. i dont think i took any pictures... i know i wanted too. i cant remember... the seniors had 2 in think and i remember specifically the last one cuz it was soooo long but wicked good. it was this girl who was playing the piano. she was reallyyy good. OH YEAH another person played the piano too! he played the music man, i think he might have preformed for the juniors.. im not 100% sure though. and also, for the senrios, 3 girls, erika someone, pete mcgraths older sister, and someone else sang the birth of teh blues. they sang acapella, which takes a whole lott o guts. they were pretty good too. OH YEAH and i dont know if it was the juniors or the senrios, but a coupld of people did the last scene of napoleon dynamite, WHICH ROCKS, they preformed about half of his dance that HE did for the talent show, as THIER talent show act, aaand they showed a scene from the movie... it was wicked cool. they were both wearing Vote For Pedro shirts... i was litterally laughing my ass off, i ttok picutres but the lights were hardley on, so they didnt come on. which WICKED sucks. but oh well.. it was SoOoOoOoOo funny though. not everyone got it cuz they didnt see the movie. hahahaha, i cant beoieve they did that... it was soo cool.
so anyway, that was pretty cool!
aaand we also had to painfully witness a long game of musical chairs for the class competitions. of course we came in last, at one point john loeb was our only hope, and he failed us. DARNIT. i dont know who won that one.. i think it was the seniors though.
also, there was a teacher makeover thing. and we had to make over some guy, i think he was a science teacher but i really have no idea haha. we made him look like wheres waldo. it was kind of corney haha. the sofmores made theirs look like... i forget.. i guess it wasnt very funny if i forget then. the juniors dressed up thier teacher as Napolean Dynamite.. haha. it figures, and then the seniors did a WICKED good job at theirs, they had a bunch of teachers and they dressed each one up as a member from the flinstones, which came out perfect. i reallyyy liked theirs, im not gonna lie.
for that, we came in second place! behind the seniors, who are like.. unstoppable. i guess last year as juniors they won the most points for everything..
what else did we do? oh yeah, we completely embarassed our selves by attempting to sing "take me out to the ball game" that was WICKED bad, by the end of the song, i was teh only one standing up, with ten rows in front of me, and ten rows behind me full of people who were sitting down. i was like "WHAT THE FUCKING HELL" no one even cares. no one has any spirt at all. im reallyy dissapointed, i could have smacked them all. they think they look stupid when thier standing up, but they're really the stupid ones when they dont even try. aahhh but what ever i guess i cant do anything about it now. i booed the rest of my grade. or at least every who wasnt standing up. GOSH i was SO mad. lk;dfgjqfljlktwjlknjelnma.khbjarlkhaelktbjtae.knjtek.njae. *sigh* im ashamed. the seniors definetally one. we definetally came in last place, in if we didnt? then i think we should have. thats the consequence for our actions. im soooo ashamed to be part of such a lousy class who doesnt even give a damn. i didnt take a picture of that. i dont want to remember.
ummmm yeah
then after school i couldnt hang out with bret *tearrr, frown* cuz he had to go to his football game which was away in north andover, i wish i could have gone to cheer him on, but i never have a ride to anywhere. *another frown* anddd so i basically did nothing for a while untill 4 when i left to walk to jennys house who lives off broadway ave (by djs variety) and i hung out there for a while, eating her food. and then we walked back to the school, then walked to pomo's, and then she watched while i played a game of suicide with the band geeks. it was pretty fun. as usuall, no girls play anything so i was the only one playing, i didnt mind it thuogh. and then the band had to go and be and tina showed up and they played for a while, and then kerry a showed up. then we all went to the band room, then to the field, and then be and i walked back cuz i had to go to the bathroom before the game and get my camera. thats when we met up with laurlaur, and i took an awesome pic of her and be, and then i took one of all three of us. they came out WICKED good. i cant wait to hang them in my locker. and then i went to the field and the game started and i was in a half long sleeve t shirt, and shorts and i was raining and i was absolutely FROZEN.. i was blue.. it was soo cold. and so jenny and i ran back to the school and on our way ran into bret, jamie, matt ( i think thats his name, anyway, is jamies bf), and jen, and then ran to the school and whent to be's locker. in which i found 2 pairs of sweatpants (or so i thuoght they were sweatpants) and a sweat shirt, and i used jennys fone to call be who was at the staduim playing with the band and she told me i could borrow a pair of her pants.. i was like YESSSS she just abuot saved me from hypothermia. and then on our way out, i stopped to hang out with jen jamie her bf and bret while jenny went back to game. we were all waiting just outside the gate untill half time because after then, you can get in free. so we all to watch and it was FUN!!!! i really enjoyed it. not a lot of people were there at all at the near end of the game because there was a dance at the Prep which OF COURSE.. everyone had to go to. pft. anna took a great picture of me and bret, and a great picutre of kati. haha. i love it! dearly! aaaand what else? so the game ended and everyone left except for a few people who were helping out. aand i let bret go do his thing with the team, which was cleaning up and putting the equipment away and stuff so he can gets points for his jacket.. or something like that. and yeah by then it was reaining for the tenth time that game. so brets little brother, joey, erik, and i were standing under this GIANT umbrella.. i mean.// this thing was HUGE. i love it! but then i kind of backed off cuz joey was using it s a weapon and opening and closeing it wicked fast.. he could have poked somebody eye out. and erik was having a laughing attack and i just stood there watching waiting for bret to come back to save me from the scene. so everntually he did and he said he'd walk with me to the school cuz i had to go back and get all my stuff, so we did that. but none of the doors were open, which realllyyyy sucked. oh yeah by the way i was wearing his sweat shirt cuz he saw that i was cold, and he let me wear it *smile* i reallyy like it, its wicked comfy. i really like him... ok so then we walked and tried other doors for a bit and i rememebr that he had to go catch up with hid brother and his dad who were probably waiting for him, so i had to let him go for the night *frown*... i wish he could have stayed longer... so, we said our goodbyes and...
then i was left with just erik, and we had to sink so low as to practically banging the doors down by the cafe, until amanda bymark and eigth grader saw us and opened them from the inside, you see, there was a dance for the seventh graders and the eigth graders that night so the music was reallyyyy loud so no one heared us for a while haha. anway we wait up by the preforming arts center hallway with erik's brother wally haha. and they left at 8 30. so i was just sitting there alone, really wishing i had some company. *frown* i called my mom and told her i'd walk to pomos (which i did) and she could pick me up there (which she did) so i went to pomos where i hung out with ari, her cousin elise, amanda bon's older sister, jill, and elises brother and aris cousin, nate. and i had a delicious chicken salad sub. we watched see spot run or something on the t.v. i think that was wat it was. and we talking about how elise chocked once, i forget what it was on, but, it was pretty funny. so then they got picked up and i was alone there for like 2 muintes untill my mom came back cuz she had check in with me earlier and had to go to shaws which was right across the way. so then we went to pick erica up at the dance (the place where i had just been about 25 minutes earlier) and we all drove home. it was then that i realized i had bret's sweatshirt on still *smile* i love it... i also realized that he had sent me a text.. no wait.. two text's, i didnt hear the first one.. but i only noticed when he sent the second one saying goodnight and stuff. and i walsike "wait aminute i have to read the other one" so i sent him two, and i didnt hear back but thats ok cuz his phone was probably turned off. i really want to hang out this weekend, a movie or something.. i dono.
so today.. today today today today today. has either of you parents randomley ever come into your room and start "cleaning" it? when thier really just like.. going through your stuff? my mom did that today. i hated it. i was supposed to hang out with jena nd kayla too!!! and then shes like "you cant go cuz we need to clean out your room" ahh i was sooo mad. so i had to spend LITERALLY the whole day with her cleaning and rearranging, and at one point she yelled at me cuz i didnt understand why we needed a stupid extension cord. i still dont know why. that was pretty bad. i wanted to smack her. and then she rolled her eyes and sighed when i got the wrong size one. ITS THE ONLY ONE WE HAVE IN THE HOUSE. and the thing she was looking for wasent even an extension cord. i was like WHAT THE HECK? im sooo glad thats over. i hate cleaning. i hate organizing, i hate picking up things. i hate vacuming. i hate washing. i hate it all. im hiring a maid when i grow up. a maid that doesnt move anything around, all they do is clean the windows, dust, and vacuum. thats it. i hate it when people touch my stuff. i hate it when they re arrange, and organize it all too. my room may be clutterful, but i know where it all is. sort of. you see... im one of those "out of sight out of mind people" so if i cant see it, i forget about it, and forget to use it or do it or what not. that is why i like to have everything out where i can see it. If its not there, i dont care. im too lazy to look for things, much less put them away when im done.
at least its over now. but im still mad i couldnet hang out with kayla and jen, i was supposed to hang out with jen jamie and bret last weekend on monday really, but they had a change of plans, and now this time I had a change of plans. GOSH.
i really want to hang out with bret this weekend, i should call him or something. or maybe he'll call me... who knows.
someone said somethign about there being a dance tonight? i dont know... i didnt hear anything about it from the school or anything. maybe they just made it up to get my hopes up. who knows. not i. i wonder when we will have our first semi formal.. im so pumped.. i think its in the winter, december maybe... yeah im pretty sure its december. it should be soo muchh funn. i get to get dressed upall pretty... a semi formal... dresses right? tuxs? maybe? oo its like.. the real thing. haha. wow i sound like such a loser.
this post has turned out to be sooo much longer than i expected. i really should get back to work. im not completely done with cleaning my room up. you see... i did allll my laurndry today too, thats like... i washed every single thing i own, and now i get the pleasure of putting it all away, back on the hangers, bunched up in the drawers... YESS. and also, i need to put away all the stuff that was in my room, but isnt mine, which is a bigggg laundry basket full. (i dumped all my laurndry out, so now its in the miiddle of my floor. what a mess. at least teh carpet underneath it all is clean...
i found a bottle of lemon juice in my room today.. it was kind of weird. i dont know what i would do with that haha. what a random thing to find under your bed. i also found a gold hersheys kiss. never opened. i dont even like the gold kind, tehy have almonds... i think my mom ate it. cuz i cant find it anymore...
oh yeah, progress reports are in. i got a B+ in Pc Apps, which is ridiculus because i know i should have an A, how did i get a C+ on allll the excersizes we did? huh? tell me that will ya. im not unhappy with a B+ becaues its a good grade and all, im just unhappy that i was expecting better. oh well, i dont want to sound ungrateful. in honors spanish i got a B+, wihch i am happy with. i am kind of whacking myself on the head for getting a 77 on the unit test. cuz thats what bringing me down. well now i know what the next one is going to be like so i should do well. in honors geometry i most happily have recieved an A minus. i dont really understand whats going on at all in that class.. so i wasnt expecting such a high grade. *smile.* and last but not least i have an A in english. you seee, english is my favorite class. i loooove writing. i could become an author when i grow up, and am seriously comsidering it. English is also my easyist class. wich is a HUGE bummer. i'm i cp, but iwcked want to get bumped up to be in Honors, it would BE an honor. i dont think im getting challenged at all, which isnt the teachers fault. the kids that are in my class rarely ever do their homework, and complain all the time... i would love to be with a more mature crowd. enligh is my sevneth period class, so i have it all year. what i was thinking (comment on this PLEASE) was that when the second semester switch happens, i coudl switch into an honors english class. sound good? except, i might not be able to FIND a ninth grade honors english class that runs for half the year. because everyone i've talked to, all ninth graders, have told me that they're h english calss is this half of the year. maybe i coudl get into a sofmore cp class or something. i just really dont like what im in right now. tell me if you have any info about how i could find out to switch, or if you think its a good idea or not. i was thinking of just getting an easy A, but i really want to excell inenglish and learn and stuff, i want to be in a hard class. leave a comment!!!!
well well well, i think thats all folks, i cant believe i wrote this much, im such a procrastinatior, i really should go clean up the rest of my room. im wicked stressing this english thing though. like.. WICKED.
i wana hang out with bret. i wanna get into h eng. i wanna.. i wanna.. i wanna... go to sleep. im tierd.
i want to do alot of things.. i could list them all, but thats what i dont wanna do. i want you to know everything i am thinking right now. if i could write it down i would, im not sure hw i could organize it all so you could understand it. if i write it down, it wouldnt make any sense to anyone but me. but ihave to like.. let it all out, i dont know who is going to read this though. so ihave to watch what i say. ahhhhh who can i talk to!? anyone? anybody out there? diray, oh where art though? oh yeah, i rememebr, at the end of third grade i threw you out cuz you werent cool anymore. i need it back again. badly. GOSH.. i could go on alll night just saying how much i need to say but cant.
i love having his sweatshirt.. i dont know why exaclty. i just.. do. i wonder if he misses it as much as i miss him? wow.. im babbaling on ... again... GOSH. sombody stop me.
please.. just tell me to stop.
i knew this was going to happen... i could smell it, taste it, feel it. but never did i admit it. be, you know. but only you.
love you all, call me so i can have some one to chat too, or at least comment on SOMETHING.
with love to all my sugarboogers and tootsiepops, rachel
// posted by RACH @ 6:28 PM 
